I've been told that nobody can help me...I is tru? no one ? not a therapist even?
.....because if nobody can help me diminish my depressive tendancies, then i cannot do so myself..and i wont be able to survive...
I feel i dont know myself anymore... I feel that in order to find happiness, to find peace I cannot carry on living the way i have always lived.. I need to go away..
i feel im heading towards insanity
i feel my future can potentially be very bleak if i let my dark tendancies take over me...they already have done so I guess