I can't stop thinking if suicide...

[Lexi_Burnett]

Idk where to start...it's a long story and ATM I don't really wanna say what it is it's just that one...I'm terrified if my parents..and two...I can't get the thoughts of suicide out of my head...I'm only 16...and idk what I should do...I've thought of slitting my wrist n I'm close to doing it..ive thought if jumping out in front if a car...or just slicing my throat open...I can't live like this...I've been major depressed for 3 weeks but it started to get worse since the Saturday that just passed...the 26 of November...help me please..?..for now..I will just sleep my problems away..

[Lexi_Burnett]

I've been with him 2 months but we've been amazing friends for three and a half long years..so yeah I love this boy so much...n yeah my sisters 12 but really mature for age..n I try to smile around her bc she's like my lil angel n I love her so much...<3 n yeah I have two at home  pregnancy tests but Idk if I should use one yet bc it hasn't been a month yet but Idt that I am jus nerves r getting to me pretty bad..:/

[Tiger_Naz]

well first things first get a preg. test because that adds to ur stress if you are constantly thinking about that. second, ur lil sis is small and is learning a lot of things at her age!!! and a lot of what she will learn will probably come from you soooo try ur best to keep ur chin up put a smile on ur face when ur with her :) and how long have you been with your bf?

[Lexi_Burnett]

:"(...I..I jus dnt no what to do ne more...I cud possibly b pregnant but it's a small chance...my parents hate me I'm scared of them..all I have left is my lil sister of 12 n my bf...:"(...idk ne more...:"(..</3..

[Tiger_Naz]

WELL MISSY :) i know its strange i guess you could say to think that your having these thoughts BUT i had them too when i was 16 actually I started when I was 13.  First time I did I cut myself with a led pencil its hard to explain how I did this BUT i cut myself ALL through high school. ITS NOT GOOD because it can get addicting SO DONT START i know its hard but try your best... what helped me A LOT was keeping a journal/diary and writing my thoughts on a daily and also drawing and painting.. i would write pages..you have a lot on ur mind u need to let it out :) also try keeping urself  busy doing things with ur parents once in while or hanging out with good Positive ((VERY IMPORTANT)) FRIENDS... i was super close to jumping off my high school building once..i had thoughts of it all the time.. I think it will pass BUT if it does get worse than YOU NEED TO AND SHOULD TALK TO SOMEONE because its not healthy for u to feel like this...btw im 21 i havent cut myself in 3 years YAY.. I hope you get through this better than i did :D <3