Well i'm 20 years old , n sex is not allowd in my religion until marriage , it is not actuallly abwt my religion when i was 16 i had an experiance with a muy that he masterbated me n in that time i had great feeling i was week with him but the only the thing he did nothing more .
A year a go i had these obcession of musterbation , n each time i have a huge desire for it n the second i finish n have that orgasme that have bcame less than before n shorter, n startes the feelings of regret , fatigue sleeping desorder , depression , feeling bad abwt my self , hating my self for that , so i decide never to do it again , bcz i really do not want to do it . I juts didnt know how to stop .. so i want you to help me