Hi, I'm Rachel and I think I may be depressed....I mean I'm 15 and my boyfriend is the best, he does anything and everything to make me happy and I love him so much. But no matter what, I can't seem to be happy about it. I mean I'm happy when I'm around other people, but once I'm alone it hits me like a 10 ton train at full speed. I can't seem to control it and I don't think I can talk to anyone about it because they would want me to be put into therapy and stuff, but I don't want that...and they'd ask me for reasons when I really don't know the reason. I've tried talking to some people before (2 to be exact) and one only criticized me and the other only said "I see" and stuff like that, making me feel even worse about myself....I think I need help but I don't know where or if I can turn to anyone for help....