I don't know exactly your situation, or your whole story, so I can't say I relate to you, but I know how it feels to cut, and the release it brings. I cut myself two years ago during a hard time of my life, and I was in the darkest place. The world was closing in on me, I felt trapped. Hurting myself was the way out. I told my friend, and she supported me to stop and I did, but recently I started again. It feels good. I know. But I know its bad. If you ever want to talk...I will answer. I want to help you.
If you talk about it, it can be easier 4 you. You won`t be alone in this anymore. It can be twisted, but never mind. We all have some problems. And they are not necessarily usual.
I do understand self-destruction. Not as cutting, though. And this term "wrong" is irrelevant to me. I make difference between things we have a right to do and don`t have a right to do. Every person has a right to do whatever she wants to do as long as s/he hurts just her/himself directly. It`s the most important rule 4 me.
Suicidal thoughts can be really intensive, I know. But if you kill yourself, that will define you as selfish person. But if you are dead, you don`t care.
But, if your life is miserable, are you ready to ruin your family and friends indirectly just because you want to escape? I`m not saying you don`t have a right to kill yourself. You do. But when I`m on the bottom, I imagine my family and the pain my suicide would cause. My father even told me once he`ll kill himself if I kill myself...
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