Please help

[RandomPerson2000]

I am a 14 year old guy, for the last year or so I have been extremely depressed. All of my friends from middle school just act cold to me now, I have been trying to make friends but literally everyone I talk to dismisses me instantly. They are also insulting me and being rude. I never do anything to cause this and I always try to be nice to people. I have had constant thoughts of suicide and have started wondering if drugs would help me. Of course the answer is no but I still look. I have maybe 1 friend and no female friends. Most people just seem to hate me and I don't know why.

[Bry9910]

I used to feel the same way man. I'm a sophomore in high school and I used to feel that way when I was in seventh grade. I was bullied all my life, I know how it feels for people to act coldly towards you. You stop and wonder "what have I done to deserve this?" Eventually I got bigger than them and people knew not to mess with me. Basically, what Im trying to say is, I know how you feel, but eventually at some point in life, things will change and get better. It may not be today, it may not be tomorrow, but things WILL get better. In four years, all those people won't matter anymore. You will be off doing your own thing and those people will be the least of your worries, if you need anybody to talk to, I'm here for you man.mhang in there, and no, drugs are not a good thing to turn to. I used to think the same way. In the end, they just bring you down. And for the female thing, everyone has a person destined to be with them, when that person comes along, you will know, trust me. Take care man and hang in there.

[RandomPerson2000]

I forgot to mention this but I have ADHD and I also think I have an extreme case of OCD, I don't know if this is relevant but I thought it is worth mentioning.