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i don't feel conscious

I'm a 15 year old boy from India ,it's been 6 years since this happened ,I was hurt in the right half of my hind brain while playing cricket with a bat .. Everything was spinning at that time but I didn't go unconscious.. I was up in 5 mins ,but it was painful for the rest of the week.. I felt slight dizziness after that ,every now and then .. After 2 years an eye specialist told me that my right eye was damaged ..there are two rasin sized lumps coming from the same nerve which have gone comparative smaller .. The worst part comes now .. I don't feel conscious or alive anymore .. Everything seems like a dream I cry sometimes thinking about it ..at first I thought about suicide but now I've thought about it and I'll never do so .. I feel the winds ,the sunshine but nothing is real ,its like I am trapped in a box .. What is it ?,can it be cured ?, what's the worse that could happen .. I want to live again plz help
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Okay hi
I am a 16 year old girl from USA
And I have had extreme suicidal thoughts for 3 years and major depression since the age of 12
What you are feeling is understandable but nothing to die over
If you need a way out try doing spiritual things
Ever since I found spirituality and witchcraft I've been a bit better and have found ways to vent through it.
If that's not your thing try simple or  complex coloring books or a hobby
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To be honest what you described kind of reminds me of Depersonalization. Those that have it tend to feel like feel they have changed and that the world has become vague, dreamlike, less real, or lacking in significance. It can sometimes feel like one's detached from one's self in mind or in body. It also reminds me of derealization where one feels like your perception or experience in the real world feels/seems unreal. Treatment depends on what exactly caused it. If it's due to something like a psychological cause (like psychological trauma) then it would be treated by psychotherapy. If it's a symptom to an illness or disease then usually it's treated with prescribed medication.

I think that you should probably go to a doctor and describe what your feeling, and they will probably be able to help you out. Also, if you have a good relationship with your parents (or at least one of them, perhaps whichever you perceive to be more sympathetic,) then you should probably talk to one of them about how you feel.
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Okay hi
I am a 16 year old girl from USA
And I have had extreme suicidal thoughts for 3 years and major depression since the age of 12
What you are feeling is understandable but nothing to die over
If you need a way out try doing spiritual things
Ever since I found spirituality and witchcraft I've been a bit better and have found ways to vent through it.
If that's not your thing try simple or  complex coloring books or a hobby
Helpful - 0
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