Dear Dr Lupo,
I am hoping you can can shed some light on my Thyroid situation as I feel so terrible emotionally and pshychologically and at times am just holding on. I was diagnosed with Graves Disease in 1999 ( I think I had had it for years). I had a small goiter at the time and a "hot" thyroid. No nodules I dont think. Had all classic symptoms; hair loss, fast pulse (160bpm resting), extremely hot, tremors, bulging eyes, headaches, illness, hyper but then fatigued. To cut a long story short was treated with Carbinazole for 5 years on and off in varying dosages. They did not treat with RAI as I was planning to have children. It did stabilise twice in that time where I actually felt well, but there were other times when the Endos told me I was euthyroid and I felt absolutely awful. In 2005 felt very bad again and my labs were T4 13.8 (10.5 to 24.5), T3 wasnt taken and TSH 0.8 (0.3 to 4.0). Was mortified when Endo said they were normal and that all my symptoms were anxiety and depression. Admittedly there were some underlying issues I was dealing with. So I went to see a Dr Skinner who felt clinically I was showing Hypothyroid symptoms and prescribed 25mcg of THyroxine. After three weeks I felt amazing, happy and back to my normal self. Didnt even go back for checkups as I felt so well. This continued for over two years. Although did develop bulging left eye and was very, very hot all the time but felt relaxed, calm and normal. Then last April my GP saw my eye and stopped the Thyroxine . Labs then were T4 35.2 and TSH 0.02. Crashed dreadfully and after few months fell into severe depression and anxiety state even had OCD. Dr Skinner started me back on Thyroxine but it has not helped. In Sept went on Anti depressants, beta blockers and Diazepam. Its now April, one year later and I feel suicidal. Im not on any meds at all now current Labs are T4 16.3, T3 1.80, TSH 0.02, Autoantibodies 364 ( 0 to 49). What happening to me
Lauren in London