I posted this last week, but now I have my test results fron May. Just a
littleLittle noses decongestant
Little tummys background: I am 52 year old
femaleCondoms
Female condoms
Female sexual dysfunction -
hysterectomyHysterectomy
Hysterectomy - series in 1990. Put on
ArmourArmour thyroid 1 grain am and 1 grain
pmPremenstrual syndrome
Relieving pms. Took that for 10 years. Then went to endo and he changed to
Synthroid - now on 125 1xday. Now, weight gain,(even when dieting), memory problems, am BONE-TIRED at times (could sleep for 3 days straight), left temporal headaches (all the time pretty much), dry skin, weak think nails, arthritis in neck, cheeks get red and hot periodically, sore throat (since I was 18 even after tonsils taken out), when in 20's had a grapefruit sized cyst on ovary but dissolved w/meds, very horrible periods w/large clots prior to hysterectomy, very dry eyes (have to wear an eye shield at night), can't sleep, no sexual drive at all, --well the list seems to go on and on. My endo says that I am just getting old and fat and just need to eat less and move around more. I almost cried when he said that! ANYWAY, my labs in May were: FREE T4 = 1.13; TSH = 2.27; TOTAL T3 = 137; FSH = 26.0. Should I find another endo that will change my thyroid med to Armour like before when I was feeling human? Or, am I just getting old and fat and tired. Oh, they did test my cortisol level and said it was ok -- did the 24-hour test. My GP did ordered the 24 hour urine test for cortisol, but I never did it because I was so disgusted with the endo after I saw him. Should I go ahead and try that?
As for the endo's callous and insensitive remark, it is not at all uncommon. Thousands of us have heard pretty much the same thing from our endos and/or PCPs. In fact, Mary Shomon just did an article on that very thing, if you want to read more tactless comments from other doctors like yours. Just go to http://thyroid.about.com/b/a/216038.htm#more
And by the way, a doctor that unfeeling should be fired, in my opinion. If he doesn't care how you feel, he won't help you feel WELL!
However, one thing that all of you with thyroid problems need to realize is that in the vast majority of these cases, the problem boils down to one of two possibilities-chemical toxicity, or the result of one's own mind.
Remember, the TSH is under the control of the pituatory gland, which in turn is controlled by your Hypothalmus (Part of your brain, essentially).
Negative thoughts/high stress ='s burned out adrenals and thyroid trouble. Docs can't do much for the patient in such circumstances.
The other possibilities are dental hygiene, and chemical toxicity. Remember, your thyroid is one of your first lines of defense against heavy metals. It sucks up what it can. Just for example's sake, the US Dept of Homeland Security recommends that everyone have a bottle of potassium iodide on hand in the event of a nuclear disaster, and/or metal poisoining. Potassium iodide, of course, is a form of iodine (Thyroid health central).
Poor dental hygiene is another. You swallow 1.5 liters of saliva per day. How's that gumline looking? If it's in bad shape, the thyroid gland will take the brundt of the hit.
Just stuff to keep in mind, folks. None of this is fun, certainly not. But doctors can't do everything and anything, either. Sometimes you still have to rely on Faith.
I can show you pictures of me from 2000 when I was very thin --- and each year how I have gradually put on weight --- have gotten to where I am so bone tired and just not myself! I just can't believe that every woman in her 50's puts on this weight and can hardly function because they are so tired. I see other women out there that aren't going through this situation. No one in my family has a weight problem --- NO ONE. I find it hard to believe that I am just getting old and fat and that it is just the way things go for older women. I know my own body, and it hasn't been "my body" in quite some time.
Quite frankly, I find it offensive to say that my oral hygine is possibly the problem! in addition to I am just getting older and fat.
And to say that the only other cause of hypothyroidism is "all in your mind" shows that you are totally ignorant and are trying to belittle sufferers in the same manner that most doctors do.
By the way, my hypothyroidism was caused by a doctor who decided that my thyroid had to be killed with a radioactive iodine isotope.
But on the same hand, here I sit 27 years later with kidneys that are basically in as good of shape as anybody else's. No heart disease, or an EKG that is normal at least. Albumin, Hemoglobin, MRA, EEG, CBC, all normal. My A1C is a little higher than other's, but not by a whole lot, actually.
When I was diagnosed with this at the age of 15 months, my family was told that I was in critical condition and would not live through the night. Was given a 10% chance of survival. Beyond having extremely high blood sugars, I had Candidiasis growing out of my ears, nose, and throat, and had fallen into states of both Keto and Lactic Acidosis.
That was in 1977. Today, it's all different. Back than, it took a miracle to come through something like that, and that's exactly what happened.
My pediatiatrician and several nurses said that the entire episode was a miracle. Years later, one of the retired nurses told us that a young pharmacist had mistakingly sent up the wrong medication, one that was administered before anyone knew what had happened. Believe it or not, it was that medication that saved my life. The doc himself had ordered one that never would've worked, according to the nurse, anyway.
That night, my family called our congregation for a prayer chain-400 + prayed for me that night. In addition to that, my grandmother, a devout Christian, would not leave my bedside with her Bible, as she prayed for my survival all night long.
Two years ago, I fell into the first diabetic reaction of my life while driving. It happened during rush hour in the morning. I remember being down the street from my house, but after that, I still can't recall one single event from that morning.
About an hour after leaving, I woke up in the back of a squad car about 5-7 miles away, I suppose. Right in the middle of the city. I lost my license for a couple of days so that my doc could write the state and tell them that it had been a freak occurence, and that was all there was to it. I hadn't hit anybody, I hadn't caused any other accidents, didn't crash into a home, nothing. My doc was kind enough to order an MRA and EEG thereafter to access for any possible brain damage that had occured-tests came back perfect.
It was the worst diabetic reaction that I had ever experienced in my life. Never before had I actually lost consciousness like that, other than when I was first diagnosed. Perhaps I didn't lose consciousness, because somehow, someway I ended up across town in the car, I guess. But the greater point is quite clear. Could you drive a car safely while you were in deep sleep at night? Without hitting any cars or pedestrians, etc? No. Neither could I.
I'm not a doctor, so I don't know what they believe or disbelieve. I don't know what they think about any of this. It might be that they know more than they're leading on. But not in the "Evil way" that you would suspect. And if they don't see what all of this is about by this point, than they truly are as nieve about all of this as the rest of the population.
For those of you that love God, I would ask you when was the last time you talked to Him about what's going on with some of this, you know? When's the last time you remembered that He loves you, and that your heart should be with Him.
The moment that you ask Christ to come inside of you, your real journey begins, that which goes far beyond what you would ever imagine at this point, trust me. But a single prayer won't do it. It's possible, sure. He has the power to do that, but it's certainly not my place to speak for Him. Anyway, that's usually not the way things work, at least not in my case. It takes some real committment along the way, or so it is the case for me.
I know you feel sick, I know that you don't feel well, and I know that it's not always fair to have something affect you when others go free from the torment. But on the same hand, who's not to say that you're experience may just afford you the oppurtunity to come out ahead of others someday when it really counts.
Those that finish last on earth might just step to the front of the line someday when it really counts. Never forget that.
There is not an easy answer like "Pray and it will all be healed" because at times God wants to work in other ways. Just keep your faith and also use all resources that He has sent to us all.
Happy Thanksgiving to EVERYONE -- and thanks for being here to help!!