Just curious. I've posted a few times and two years out, am just as frustrated, confused, hopeless and desperate as I was following RAI.
Long story short, my TSH has been at zero for awhile. I am on 163 mcg of T4 only. No matter what thyroid meds I am on, I haven't felt good at all. (NDT was good except the T4/T3 ratio was another beast). However, My FT4 fluctates from being top of the range (with labs taken 7 hours after dose) to being low-mid range (24 hours after dose). My TSH has not budged at all except when going back to a synthetic combo from NDT and I felt like hell warmed over once my TSH went to 2.0. My question is, I understand that TSH can't be the all knowing eye and that the frees are important, but a lot of people say my dose is high yet I seem to see others on a higher dose with a thyroid. My one constant complaint is that I have not slept since RAI and sleep is terrible. I don't have diarrhea and I get cold with some warmth discomfort at night. I don't have heart palps and I don't feel tremors. I definitely feel hypo but its confusing because many say that hyper can feel like this. I was EXTREMELY active prior to TT, I'm in my mid 30s and yet I can barely stand to say hi to someone because I am so hyper fatigued and irritable from accepting this. Oh, and I occasionally get tingling in my forearms upon waking but I am good with calcium. I was lowered to 150 and raised it to 163 4 weeks ago. On that amount I couldn't even function. I felt bone shivering cold, I still feel extremely emotionally flat, but ohh, I am finding that anything less than 150 and it's bloat central and hypo hell; I also was started on 150 post-RAI.
My FT3 is always in the dumps but I feel like the higher I go that maybe I don't feel so dependent on T3.... I haven't taken it in a long time. And when I go lower, the T3 doesn't really mask the hypo for me anyway.
Question, is there anyone here on a higher than normal dose even with a bottomed out TSH? I'm 5'9 and 155 if that helps but I think I'm to be on 119 by bodyweight and 171 if by BMI. Just curious if I should try giving this one more go and raise to 175 or maybe I'm some genetic freak that needs 200 mcg for all I know. Or maybe I'm hyper and oblivious. Not sure. But just asking for similar minded people. I just know that I want the old, active, jovial me. New me is miserable, fatigued, exhausted, and sad.
Thank you.