better explanation:
I have been feeling spaced out/lightheaded/distant/zoned out for almost a week now. It makes it hard to focus and hard not to think about. Sometimes are worse than others. Since I've calmed down about it, its lessoned. Its driving me crazy though! I feel like Im going crazy and my worrying self is worried this wont go away! I have always had anxiety in high stress or confrontational situations my whole life. About a month ago I was told by a friend I forgot a lot, I was driving alone to the store and all of a sudden im thinking bout that and thought what if im crazy and no one can help me? then out of no where extreme lightheadedness feeling crazy, i was shaky, getting really hot then 10 min later cold and it was a horrible experience and i felt no one could help me. I just need to know that this will go away and ill go back to the way i was. im also trying to find an anxiety group because i dont have insurance for counseling. I've also at times since the attack been very short of breath. There is nothing really stressing me out at the moment besides this! there are times i feel a certain calm knowing ill be fine and this is forever it just must pass and i have to make sure to take care of myself, better sleep, eating, fuilds. I have not been eating enough at all or drinking enough fluids at all. which im working on fixing but think it has something to do with this. also the morning of the attack i had not eaten and had two cups of coffee and ciggs.