Help please 1 testical

[Daytek]

  Hello, i was born with 1 testical and right now im entering adulthood
  and think i have to do something about it.. i cant hide no more..
  what i need is some help on information about this. Is there a webpage out
  there where i can learn what the matter with me? I cant turn to family for
  help because i dont want any one to know and i want to deal with it my self.
  I know i have to see a doctor about this but i want some info on whats the matter with me so
  i know if theres help for me out ther before i make a fool out of my self
  by seeing a doctor...
  Im realy in a dead end.. i cant hold back any longer and need help bad.
  Im afraid to have relationships because of this and so i have to deal with never having
  a wife and children or a sex live, if i dont go get something done..
  Are there implants that i might be able to get? Any how what i need is INFO something some where where
  i can read what is the matter with me.. Ive been holding back for to long
  And need help NOW or i dont know what i might end up doing..
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Dear Daytec,
There are many individuals who have one testicle after removal of the other testicle for testicular cancer, and are able to have children and lead normal lives.
It sounds like to me that you may have an undescended testicle or a high riding testicle that you cannot feel, or may have had an orchiectomy (surgical removal of the testicle) at an early age that you don’t remember and/or was not told about.  Another possibility is atrophy (degeneration) of a testicle if you have had prior injury or an operation in the past that may have affected the blood supply to the testicle.  The only way to find out is to start asking your parents who would know whether you were taken to the operating room or not in the past (for a hernia repair, or torsion of the testicle for example).  Some operations are performed through a scrotal approach, and after the skin heals over the scrotum , there is no identifiable scar that one may notice.
The next and most important step is seeing your personal physician or a urologist.  Cryptorchidism (undescended testicle) is a well known entity and associated with development of cancer in the undescended testicle.  Therefore it’s imperative to find out whether you have an undescended testicle somewhere in your body (groin, or abdomen ?).  This can be achieved with an ultrasound examination which has to be ordered by your physician who can make further recommendations based on the findings.
Although testicular implants are available, they may be hard to find or you may have a hard time convincing a urologist to use because of the issues regarding silicone implants.  However, there are implants available which are made out of other material.  At this point, you need to be evaluated first by a urologist or your personal physician, and I urge that you do so ASAP.  Wish you the best.
This information is provided for general medical education purposes only.  Please consult your physician for diagnostic and treatment options pertaining to your specific medical condition. More individualized care is available at the Henry Ford Hospital and its satellites (1 800 653 6568).
Sincerely,
HFHS M.D.-JJ
*Keyword:undescended testicle, testicular implant
  Im starting not to be able to funtion just knowing im getting older and im going to have to deal with
  this.. Its hard and i dont want to be called a freak ot thought of as one
  so i just hide.. its hard not being able to go to family for help..
  i have to find a way to deal with this my self.. Can any one help me out
  and maby make my live chooses easyer?
  Thanks
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