Hunny. Dont be down. Focus on what your doing, and thats something. Doing anything, even if its unsuccessful, is something. Stick to something, stick to eating LOTS of fruits and veggies and water. Exercise daily weather you see results or not, find something you love. Less salt more water.
Count your blessings rather than your hardships.
I wouldn't worry yourself too much about the pins and needles. A lot of times it can be due to tight muscles/spinal discs compressing a nerve. Have you tried stretching at all (especially for your neck & back)? If it doesn't let up, you could consider seeing a physical therapist to address any biomechanical issues that may be to blame for it...but I would cross that bridge if/when you come to it :)
Hang in there girl!
thats how I feel in regards to food... nothing appeals at all... u could put every food in front of me imaginable and none of them appeal any more than the other... :(
lump in your throat could be a "goiter" not sure how you spell it but its to do with a hyperactive throid - by mum had it
sounds like your body is so busy burning fat that its full from the fat ... ive got loads spare if you run short! :) hehe
I swim 5 miles a week and try to get on the cross trainer for 1 hour a week and the odd power walk in a morning /evening.... but im a teacher and there is genuinally no time! :(
Oh one more thing..during this sick period I'm going through the first few days it felt like I couldn't get enough air, sitting or lying down made it worse. So for 3 days and nights I shuffled around the house like a zombie, constant moving seemed to help but after 3 nights of no sleep the fatigue really sets in. I found some music that really helped me get some sleep. Dr. Jeffrey Thompson; Delta Sleep System. You can find it on itunes and you can listen to a sample on Amazon.com. Delta sleep is deep sleep. I listen to "Delta Sleep System" not "Delta Sleep System 2.0" The 2.0 is too stimulating for me. If you try it, play it just as you lay down to try and sleep. I found that turning the volume way down so that I can just hear it is most effective for me. I use it nightly and it has helped me get some really needed sleep. Getting some good sleep is so important.
Don't give up..I'm spiraling in the other direction. I was at 252 when I decided to do something about my weight..I started riding my bike around the neighborhood every couple of days (March) and I tried not to eat past 7:00PM. I started to steadily lose a little each week. You can see my progress on my weight chart, then during the last weekend in June, my wife and I were doing some cleaning, I got sick two days later and ever since I have no appetite or want for food. I'm waiting for some blood work to come back but it will take a few weeks. I have a feeling of something stuck in my throat all the time. It does not help that I have some anxiety issues when it comes to my breathing! You can see from my chart that I'm losing weight almost by the day. It's a scary thing because I'm not in control of it. I don't understand how I can't be hungry. before getting sick I couldn't eat enough Chinese food it is my favorite but now even that has no appeal. The things I eat, I eat because I know I have to eat not because of hunger or want. I know losing weight too fast is bad for the body but what is one to do? I hope we both can overcome the issues that plague us. What ever is ailing me, I don't wish on anyone. It's disturbing to the psyche.
yeh its a slow release tablet... this is week 6? nearly the end of!!
for the last 2 days I have also been sturggling with pins and needles in my left hand, mainly my little finger, and sometime my right hand againg starting in my little finger...
I also have a dull pain above my elbow on the underside of my left arm and it wasnt bugging me but havign spoken to people and obviously being big etc Ive now worried myself silly and the pins and needles arent letting up,,, my little finger on elft hand is feeling a bit numb!!
:( just one thing after another!
You're absolutely right that dr's and the health care system suck when it comes to issues with weight. It's ridiculous how little dr's know about weight/weight loss/diet/exercise. Don't let them tell you that you should have lost weight if you had written down everything in your food diary, they don't know what they're talking about. Weight naturally fluctuates from day to day due to a variety of factors.
My friend is actually taking phentermine and she said the same things as you did about it, said she was getting really bad headaches as well. Her side effects went away (for the most part) after being on it for 2 weeks (although she still is only eating barely 1,000 cal/day). How long have you been taking the stuff? Do you know if you're on an extended release tablet by any chance? If not, you may be able to cut the tablet in half (ask your dr about it first).
I too have struggled with my weight throughout my life. At 15, I ended up with an eating disorder, and at that point my parents took me to a registered dietitian and a personal trainer. They were able to help me MUCH MUCH more than the dr's ever could. They really saved my life. They actually inspired me to go into the health field myself. My B.S. was in Wellness, Health Promotion and Injury Prevention with a Minor in Exercise Science.
I know it's very hard, but try to keep your head up. I know how you feel when you say the weight is coming off extremely slow, but in reality anything above a weight loss of 2lbs/week is unhealthy (not to mention if you're loosing more than 2 lbs/wk it's probably not entirely fat that you're losing, but a mixture of water/muscle/bone loss).
Anyway, you're not alone, I have been in similar situations myself and I know how hard it is. Let me know if there's anything I can do to help, keep on keepin' on :)
Christina
Apologies for my awful spelling and grammer!! Am upset and type too fast for my own good ! But I am sure you all know how it is when you need to say something when your angry and upset and can't get the words out quick enough
Steff xx