I've had a mammogram each year since age 40. Not fun, but no big thing at all--it's just a routine thing. This time though--Monday of this week, to be exact--was the mammogram from hell. I've *never* had a mammo tech compress my breast to quite that extent, and "ow, owie, ouch, stop!" left her utterly unmoved, although she did note that I might take an ibuprophen next time around since I'm "apparently so sensitive."
Well! First, of course my breast are sensitive. After all, they are breasts, which means that when they aren't being used either to produce nourishment for a baby or to provide amusement for sadomasochistic techs, they are all about recreation, and sensitivity actually makes that part a whole lot more fun. Second, I'm not, I don't think, overly sensitive. Never before has a screening mammogram left me feeling, two days later, as though my whole chest has been on the wrong end of a steamroller.
What's the deal? Has anyone ever had this experience before? I feel like I've been damaged, somehow, and violated, too. Plus, I'm not sure how to make this pain stop, or how long I'm going to have to wait for it to subside. I'm surprised not to see bruises, really, and can't help wondering if I'm ever going to feel right again.
Any input or reassurances (even just an "I've been there, girl!") would be really appreciated!
Thanks,
Opus