Scared to take HPT...Don't want to be let down..Could this be my month?

[lovethebops]

well gals, my period was due yesterday, at the latest today..and I don't have any sign of it coming..Could this be my month?? I am going to wait at least a week before I test, because The lastest I've been is 10 days the first month off BC pills..So far my cycles have gotten more regular, First month off was 38 days long, then 35, then 30, and now I'm on my 30th day of this current cycle..It is also my 23 birthday. I am peeing all the time, My breasts are sore around the outside, and I am hungry ALL the time..I also had a hard time sleeping last night. I Like to believe that the reason is because I'm pregnant, and deep down I sort of have that "mommy feeling"..I am too afraid to test yet, because I have been let down each month thinking I was, and got a BFN. I will keep all you posted..Maybe the sticky baby dust worked for me this month..MAYBE..You can use this as an open forum if you gals want..its friday and I feel like kicking back..TGIF!

[jacksynn]

Hi...Happy Birthday!!!!!
I think this month could be yours!!
post the BFP!!!

[pertykitty]

tgif is right girl! i understand your fear. i dont get your willpower though lol. i think you are right to wait it out a few more days. it very well could be your month, god knows we had lots of bfp's last month, so maybe you can start this cycle off!!

[lovethebops]

Yeah..LOL, I don't get my willpower either..we'll have to see..This sure has been a crazy week gals, Huh?? It hasn't been this heated/crazy since I first joined..Got me through the week with a smile though..Where have all the crazy ppl gone?? HAHA, that was the most entertainment I got besides Mr. Rogers and Arthur that day...LOL, (WhAT??? I'm a stay at home mom of a toddler..Guess I need to get out more, haha);) I'm just glad the weekend is here!

[mrskdempsey]

Good luck! (For you and me both!!)


:)

[pertykitty]

well bops im at 3dpo and at least i havent considered even buying tests yet lol. im way ahead of the game this month. i will try to hold out at least until 10dpo haha

[lovethebops]

LOL..I know I want to test, but I must admit, I'm a little afraid to find out either way..I want another of course, but my daughter is not even 2 yet..How will I handle a toddler and a newborn if I am indeed pregnant?? AAAHHH, that is why I am a little afraid, and not in a hurry..but I just have a feeling this month..

[lovethebops]

I can't...I'm scared! Well, I'm going uptown today..maybe I'll be brave and pick up a HPT..Are you feeling any better yet? Hope so..I'll keep you posted~bops