I often like to hurt myself as punishment for real or imagened crimes that I've felt I did to others I really don't know what is wrong with me and every time I tell some one I need help expecially when I've broken down and just beg for help or call myself a monster nothing ever comes of it, I just don't feel motivated enought/ I have no money to go seek professional help. It irritates me so bad and I don't know where to turn anymore... *Snort* so here I am on this site and typing, what the heck am I doing? I just don't understand anymore and I wish I had help from someone and now I guess anyone.
There is help out there for you, money, insurance or not. You just have to look for it. You've got the internet right at your fingers, so peruse your locality for clinics or doctors that offer help at little or no cost. Help is there.
Welcome to the forum.
Simply communicating here is kind of helpful.
Check the different places in medhelp that may relate to your issues.
There are a lot of helpful members and you can ask questions and get feedback.
Perhaps past life and present life regression therapy may be of value to you. Look into it.
Do a search and you'll find some free stuff.
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