This patient support community is for discussions relating to teen depression, abuse, aggressive behavior, alcohol and drug abuse, anxiety, behavioral issues, fatigue, gastrointestinal problems, grief loss, parent issues, relationship problems, school issues, self-esteem, sexuality, sleep disorders, and step-families.
And I bet if you're French and Italian, you have that dark, sexy look many women love! I doubt your dark eyes and hair are boring at all. I bet you're a very good looking young man. Don't let others determine how you feel about yourself and who you are.
The most important thing is to be a good person and let others see what you are inside. I've seen many beautiful people who are cold and dead inside. The inside really is more important than the outside. It sounds like you've done a lot of growing up and maturing yourself. Just keep believing in yourself. You'll go far in life.
God bless!