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why cant i stop being damaged
by lilcindarella, Apr 15, 2008 08:22AM
SOME THINGS ARE NOT MEANT TO BE KEPT, HA HA KINDA FUNNY YOU MIGHT SAY BUT NOT SO FUUNY TO ME THAT IS MY HEART IT HAS A MIND OF ITS ON, I HAVE RECENTLY LET THE ONE PERSON WHO REMOTLY A GAVE A DAMN ABOUT GO, AND WELL JERK YOU MAY THINK BUT I THE REAL JERK..SLIENTY PAUSE.........................................................................................................................................................................
I MEAN NOT ON PURPOSE BUT WHEN YOUR A GAL LIKE ME AND HAVE HAD SO MANY LET DOWN YOU CAN'T HELP BUT START TO DO THE SAME AND WELL I AM ABLE TO LOVE AND LOVE TRULY BOT AT THE SAME TIME UNABLE TO COMMENT AND WELL I HAD THE MOST BUEATIFUL PERFECT MAN AND MY LIFE AND I CHOOSE TO WALK AWAY FOR FEAR OF BEING HURT, WHE YOUR AS DAMAGE AS ME YOU FORGET HOW TO LET THE HURT AND AR HATE GO IT FOLLOWS YOU LIKE A MOUTH TO flME, AND NO ATTER HOW HARD YO TRY TO GET RIDE OF IT ITS ALWAYS SEEMS TO FIND IS WAY BACK.. SADLY ENOUGH I GAVE IT MY ALL THIS TIME I EVEN TRICKED MYSELF IN TO BELIVING THAT ANYTHING COULD WORK IF YOU STICK TO IT AND WELL THAT HAPPENS SOR A WHILE BT OLD HABBITS ARE HARD TO BREAK..WHY MUST I SUFFER FOR MY INABILITY TO TRUSTE IS THERE SOME UNSPOKEN LAW THAT SAY ONCE DAMAGED ALWAYS DAMAGED AND IF THATS THE CASE WHY DANGLE SOMETHING SO PURE AND SWEET TO ONLY HAVE ME DRIVE IT AWAY.. HA AS HE WOULD SAY I DON'T LOVE HIM BUT ONLY THE IDEA OF HIM AND IF THATS THE CASE WHY AM I RECK, I ALLOW HIMTO LOVE ME AND HE LOVES LOVING ME BUT MY LACK OF LOVING HIM IS HURTING HIM, I MEAN IS THAT EVEN POSSIBLE? IM AT A LOST FOR WORD TO SAY THE MOST WHY MUST YOU GIVE YOUR WHOLE SELF AND SPEAK OF YOUR DEMONS TO PROVE WHAT YOU FEEL IS REAL AND NOT BARBIE DOLLS LOVE CAUSE I KNOW MY HEART IS ACKING RIGHT NOW BUT THE TEARS I CRY ARE MY OWN I FEEL ITS ACRY FOR ME AND THE FACT THAT SOMETHINGS ARNT MEANT TO BE KEPT AND THAT BEING MY HEART NOW WHOS FOOLING WHO...
WHY SAD REGREATS LA~LA
I MEAN NOT ON PURPOSE BUT WHEN YOUR A GAL LIKE ME AND HAVE HAD SO MANY LET DOWN YOU CAN'T HELP BUT START TO DO THE SAME AND WELL I AM ABLE TO LOVE AND LOVE TRULY BOT AT THE SAME TIME UNABLE TO COMMENT AND WELL I HAD THE MOST BUEATIFUL PERFECT MAN AND MY LIFE AND I CHOOSE TO WALK AWAY FOR FEAR OF BEING HURT, WHE YOUR AS DAMAGE AS ME YOU FORGET HOW TO LET THE HURT AND AR HATE GO IT FOLLOWS YOU LIKE A MOUTH TO flME, AND NO ATTER HOW HARD YO TRY TO GET RIDE OF IT ITS ALWAYS SEEMS TO FIND IS WAY BACK.. SADLY ENOUGH I GAVE IT MY ALL THIS TIME I EVEN TRICKED MYSELF IN TO BELIVING THAT ANYTHING COULD WORK IF YOU STICK TO IT AND WELL THAT HAPPENS SOR A WHILE BT OLD HABBITS ARE HARD TO BREAK..WHY MUST I SUFFER FOR MY INABILITY TO TRUSTE IS THERE SOME UNSPOKEN LAW THAT SAY ONCE DAMAGED ALWAYS DAMAGED AND IF THATS THE CASE WHY DANGLE SOMETHING SO PURE AND SWEET TO ONLY HAVE ME DRIVE IT AWAY.. HA AS HE WOULD SAY I DON'T LOVE HIM BUT ONLY THE IDEA OF HIM AND IF THATS THE CASE WHY AM I RECK, I ALLOW HIMTO LOVE ME AND HE LOVES LOVING ME BUT MY LACK OF LOVING HIM IS HURTING HIM, I MEAN IS THAT EVEN POSSIBLE? IM AT A LOST FOR WORD TO SAY THE MOST WHY MUST YOU GIVE YOUR WHOLE SELF AND SPEAK OF YOUR DEMONS TO PROVE WHAT YOU FEEL IS REAL AND NOT BARBIE DOLLS LOVE CAUSE I KNOW MY HEART IS ACKING RIGHT NOW BUT THE TEARS I CRY ARE MY OWN I FEEL ITS ACRY FOR ME AND THE FACT THAT SOMETHINGS ARNT MEANT TO BE KEPT AND THAT BEING MY HEART NOW WHOS FOOLING WHO...
WHY SAD REGREATS LA~LA
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I don't understand the question.
She is clinging to past heartbreaks and refusing to let someone else in, despite him being the "perfect" man.
******stumbles off the take something to kill this new headache*****
Love DOES hurt!
If you decide to reply, please use normal typing, all caps and little to no punctuation is dizzying.
Do you have an updated version of Babelfish that I don't have? I keep running this through it, and it comes out the same.
**skipping off to learn how to have a vagina as smooth as a porn star**
Anyway, lilcendarella, I think you're just scared to get hurt again because you've been hurt before, therefore, you walk away before you can get hurt again. Am I right? The thing with this philosophy is that if you continue to do that, you will never be happy. You know the old saying "It's better to have loved and lost than to have never loved at all." It's really true.
Ok, you've been hurt by guys. So has about every woman alive. You can look at it as an opportunity to grow and learn from these relationships. If you won't let yourself ever grow close to someone again, then you've allowed these other people to still have control over your life. You don't really want that, do you? You have the choice on how you want to live your life. It's up to you. If you really got a great guy, then I'd say give him a chance. But first, check your heart and see if you are being attracted to certain types of men who mistreat women. Don't allow anyone to do that to you. Stand up for yourself. Learn to love yourself first so that you can let someone else love you.
I hope any of this helps. Best wishes.
Sorry OP but I can't make heads or tails out of your post.
(and why do we want our vaginas smooth as a porn star's?)
No man is worth it.......LOL
but, andi, april, and jen you are all right.. im much better now..