This patient support community is for discussions relating to thyroid issues, goiter, Graves disease, Hashimoto's Thyroiditis, Human Growth Hormone (HGH), hyperthyroid, hypothyroid, metabolism, pituitary gland, cancers, thyroiditis, and thyroid Stimulating Hormone (TSH).
What you said about your condition is confusing.
Thyrotoxicosis is a form of Hashimoto's that makes you hyper.
Graves makes you hyper, but it does not give you thyrotoxicosis.
Have you had all four antibody tests run? Do you have Grave's, or do you have Hashimoto's?
Are you taking PTU or Methimazole, or are you taking Synthroid, or both?
It sounds like you have thyroiditis, but a one sentence description on your part does not allow an educated guess on my part.
What you are feeling is normal for what you are going through. Just don't act on it. If the urges get strong, talk to a doctor about anti-depressants or counselling.