Spotting tonight and so afraid

[adgal]

Went to the bathroom tonight and had some bleeding.  It wasn't very much, but it was bright red.  I am so scared, this just can't be happening to me again.  I am 5W3D, so it could be nothing I guess, I will just have to wait and see.  But am sitting here crying my eyes out afraid its happening again.  Its just not fair.  Please say prayers for my little bean everyone.  Please pray its nothing.

[Lezzart]

Take a deap breath!!! It might not be it. I bleaded all threw my pregnancy with my son. So it's ok... go get checked tomorrow, they will probably do an US right away and then you could have your mind at ease. Stress will not help the situation. Just go lay down on the sofa and just relax.

My thoughts are with you right now...and I feel for you (I was there 6 weeks ago). Think positive... :)

[adgal]

Thanks Lezzart, I hope its nothing. Its just so scary as in Nov I started spotting brown, that ended with a D&C in Feb. That time I spotted the entire time.  Then end of March I started to bleed really heavily 2 days after a positive HPT.  This time is different as it already seems to have stopped, no cramps or anything, but it was bright red.  It was like a single whoosh, and I go and keep checking, but nothing now.  I am already scheduled for an u/s on thursday, and I will call my ob/gyn in the morning, but I just feel sick to my stomach.  I'm sorry, I know I am going on and on, but I just can't go through this again.  It just has to be ok.  

[Lezzart]

Go on and on and on if you need to...I understand, and it's ok. Your mind is running crazy and you have a whole bunch of feelings going threw you right now... and we have no control over what happens...it's out of our hands...we do everything that we're suppose to do but still, we don't have the last say.... it's ok... go on if you need to...I'm "listening" :)

BTW, go check out my post on "Am I pregnant", you should get a giggle out of it.

[Lezzart]

It's actually "could i be pregnant"

[adgal]

OMG, I just read it, and I wish I had thought of something like that....you are hilarious.  It feels good to laugh.  Thanks so much for letting me have my hysterical moment. I know logically there is no way to know for sure whats happening until my u/s thursday.  I almost think thats the worst part, the waiting.  I just want to know, one way or the other.  But, I keep going and checking every 10 minutes, and its completely stopped, so I am going to believe the best for now.  It is going to be a long 4 days, but it could be worse I guess, I could have to wait weeks.  Thanks for listening.  You have no idea how great it was to have someone out there who understands.  For a 1/2 hour or so there, I seriously thought I was going to completely snap.  Thanks again.

[Lezzart]

Hey no problem...anytime!!!! Only a woman can understand a woman! :)

[ChrisHealy]

I bled bright red when I was 9 wks pregnant.  I, too, was hysterical.  I went for an u/s that morning and everything was fine.  Now I'm 17 wks.  They said it probably was just the embryo burrowing into the uterus.  I'd just schedule the u/s soon for peace of mind.