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it seems you may have found the solution on your own of what to do. Since the book told you NOT to believe in God and after reading that, the problem started, get rid of the book, and instead start reading your Bible for comfort - its worth a try. Maybe start with the book of Psalms.....
I see your post was written a while ago, I hope you are feeling better.