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Like they said think of what u love and have to live for, and beat these darn pills......
It takes time, but if you set your mind to it, and putting everything u have into it u can do it i promise
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good luck
let u know what u decide
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its hard not to take these .
opiates are designed to do this, it's how the poppy evolved to propagate itself. give the animal eating the flower a little buzz and the seeds are guaranteed to get spread.
i have taken these things for 6 years *specifically* because they make me feel better. i've argued w/ ppl who say this is wrong or bad or whatever, but my attitude is that if it doesn't consume your life then it's not the same. for many people, it will consume them, but for many it won't.
i know how you are feeling; i'd love a pill right now. don't keep any around. make it too much trouble to go get them. let apathy work in your favor. find something else to do. sooner or later u will figure out that u can live without them.
i really believe in tapering b/c the times i've come off w/ a good taper have been real easy and the turkey times have been hell, and i am probably the lowest dose user on this board. i stuck to 30mg hydro/day (3 lortabs) off and on for 6 yrs. even with a dose that most ppl here would laugh at and a habit they wish they had, the w/d still sucks. i get the same chills, sweats, inability to sleep, etc. and, yeah, every time i come off and go thru the w/d i swear that i am not goin thru this again, and if a bottle showed up at my door, i'd probably just give in and take one.
like everyone here I MISS the feeling. i miss it like we miss ppl we love deeply when they're gone. but these pills make dealing w/ stuff so much easier at first, b/c they take the pain, emotional or physical, away. they really do work. they really do improve your life for a time but the deal is w/ the devil. i am typing this w/ chills right now from w/d and i tapered and have been off for over a week. the cravings creep up at the damndest times