my last few days ....

[scared384]

im going for my final test ( 13 weeks and 4 days ) or 95 days after my last exposure ... next tuesday .

im really scared to go , my mind keeps asking itself what if the results are pos + ?

im scared , i know i had a neg test at 6.5 weeks but my mind keeps playing games with me ...

idont know what to do . i feel so scared just going to the clinic . i wish someone could help me

[sandeep33]

I understand wats goin on thru ur mind...Pray to God...hope everything goes fine....
wats ur exposure and wat are ur symptoms..

[scared384]

broken condom with csw <1 min .

symtoms  do not matter as advised by teak

[Naveed777]

Don't expect that results will be positive rather you "be positive sandeep" :-) ... Don't worry, relax...

Can you name the test i.e., ELISA, Anti HIV, RNA, PCR etc?? What was the serum blood, sylvia, urine ???

[Nickolas290]

Scared384, there are clinics you can go to that are government funded that will not reveal your identity. The clinics have on staff counselors and they give you an identification number (they don't use names) and then your results will match your ID number. This way, if you test postive you have no risk of getting kicked off your insurance or getting fired from your job etc. You can do a google search of free testing clinics around your area and your counselor will be more than happy to discuss how you can live a normal life if you test positive. If you test negative, he'll go over how you can stay negative and cut your risks of exposure down.

Another thing that helps is if you take a friend. Even though they won't allow the friend back with you, it always helps to have someone waiting for you when you come out to help you with your confidence and to be there for you if you need it.

I hope that helps.