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OCD/Depression...what eles could it be ?
by Heart2Heart81, Jul 18, 2008 06:50PM
I have had OCD sense I was a child, Was diagonis when I was 18. I'm now 27, my life is one big personal struggle always. I feel like I live by the law of man, and God and OCD I'm it's puppet. anyhow I had a daugther 4 months ago and before I go on I have also be diagonis with major depression. After having her and the situations while pregnant its been so much stress, great for OCD not for me. I have never experience as this intense before having my child. Sense I gave birth I had went back on my medicine from my doctor " seem to be okay " them BOOM I got my suicidal thoughts back I got everything worst...my mood swings are outrages from one MINUTE im laughing the next im so anger and then sad I cry deep crying over anything I find sad on TV and its embrassing for me.
I'm sure I'm dealing with some post pertumn depression, but It seems something is eles bad wrong, I mean I don't recall my moods swings being this server and i feel lonely. its an intense change of feelings from one moment to the next and they are horrible I deal within the OCD germphobia, religious torment, reassurance, checking, etc I just finding hardly any pleasure out of life. I feel beat down again but worst and another way, I just don't know how to do this and my insurance was taking away so no means of any Doctor for me.. I had insurance came from the state I'm in and all the " programs " to help people who deal with mental illness, they have let me down..I feels stuck and I feel and know that my life will remian miserable until they day I'm dead and in heaven.
I'm tried and I guess I'm not really asking a questions but just venting the useless....thanks for listening and your time
God bless you all
I'm sure I'm dealing with some post pertumn depression, but It seems something is eles bad wrong, I mean I don't recall my moods swings being this server and i feel lonely. its an intense change of feelings from one moment to the next and they are horrible I deal within the OCD germphobia, religious torment, reassurance, checking, etc I just finding hardly any pleasure out of life. I feel beat down again but worst and another way, I just don't know how to do this and my insurance was taking away so no means of any Doctor for me.. I had insurance came from the state I'm in and all the " programs " to help people who deal with mental illness, they have let me down..I feels stuck and I feel and know that my life will remian miserable until they day I'm dead and in heaven.
I'm tried and I guess I'm not really asking a questions but just venting the useless....thanks for listening and your time
God bless you all
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