i need HELP

[roldan]

here is my story, i had protected oral sex with three street pros on feb 15, march 24 and june 25. i am deeply ashamed and humiliated by my acts. i am a conservativ male, and in ten years of marraige i never have done this until now. my pain included testicle discomfort for 2 months, now its has subsided on its own. i went to the std clinic  4 times urologist twice, they all tested me for chlmidia , ghonneria and syphillis and hiv  al negative, i know i have to take another std test for my june 25 encounter for syphillis and hiv. i really dont know why i did this. recently i had shaved my genital area for the urologist can se it. a week later my entire srotum area turned beat red , sort of like a rsh, my urologist gave me some nystatin creme and the rash subsided 80% , i stil have redness. also i seen 3 blister/pimples on my balls, one is on the rigth side of my scrotum  i popped it but no puss just some liquid and is the size of a facial pimple , the other two are very small blisters, i tried popping them but i just cant , its like it wont allow me to pop them. they are really small.  i dont know what to think, the urologist said it doesnt look like herpes, but i too have buttock and leg discomfort and some hip discomfort.. can anyone advise?

[slacker101]

Deeply ashamed? You did this once, twice AND three times!!! If the third time you didn't learn, I am not sure you will get much sympathy here from anyone!! But now onto the physical symptoms, you do NOT have an STD!! Nothing you have said indicates and STD!! Testicular pain might have been from your wife kicking you there when you were sleeping, haha, but no, you can relax and know that nothing you have said indicates an STD!!!!! Protected Oral sex in itself is VERY safe!!!!