Bad day

[Kiki1217]

Hello. It's been a bad couple of days for me. I haven't been sleeping or eating. I have barely left the house and i have barely talked to anyone including my fiance. I know he's worried about me but i feel like he's going to think i'm a loser and leave me. He says he won't and he's here for me and i believe him but i can't help think that i don't deserve him which makes my depression worse. I don't know what brought the 'blue' feelings on. I haven't been this bad in a long time. I'm just sort of walking around in a daze.. Blah!

[bell24]

hi kiki,are you on any meds .if not you must go to your g,p and talk to him about how you are feeling ,he is your g.p. thats what hes there for .you can talk to us here anytime but you also need to see your d,r, for you and your fiance sake go ,of course he will be worred for you im sure he loves you very much and does not want to see you been hurt by this thing in you ,  do you suffer with depression ,or is this feeling new ,believe me he wont think your a loser ,but im sure he wants you to look after yourself hun,  talk to him let him know how you are feeling ,sometimes men blame themselves for the way we feel when its nothing to do with that ,im not saying he does but it does happen , and yes you do deserve him, and he deserves you ,not sleeping or eating wil make you feel worse ,thats why you must go to your d,r,  look you take care and pm me when ever bell,,