caseyjra's MedHelp Blogs https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1013241 Medical communities and forums staffed by doctors from leading medical centers. Over 325 forums and communities providing medical information and medical help. en 48 hours clean .. getting harder I tossed and turned all night last night i forgot about the leg cramps... those horrible creepy crawl caseyjra Sun, 23 Aug 2009 08:56:02 -0400 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/115668/48-hours-clean-getting-harder https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/115668/48-hours-clean-getting-harder writing is keeping me sane I had to find somethig to keep me going, i used to write.. alot i know in high school my last year my caseyjra Sat, 22 Aug 2009 20:40:18 -0400 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/115586/writing-is-keeping-me-sane https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/115586/writing-is-keeping-me-sane sober lyrics- just perfect When it's good, then it's good, it's so good till it goes bad Till you're trying to find the you tha caseyjra Sat, 22 Aug 2009 20:23:32 -0400 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/115582/sober-lyrics-just-perfect https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/115582/sober-lyrics-just-perfect more I am almost at a day and half now without my pills, for some reason knock on wood the withdrawl isnt caseyjra Sat, 22 Aug 2009 20:21:16 -0400 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/115581/more https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/115581/more a few more thoughts I actually just realized i have been addicted to being addicted to something- anything. at one point caseyjra Sat, 22 Aug 2009 16:56:54 -0400 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/115547/a-few-more-thoughts https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/115547/a-few-more-thoughts 33 hours clean this is awful, lucky this time my husband knows, for the first time in 2 years i have felt like a cou caseyjra Sat, 22 Aug 2009 16:50:24 -0400 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/115545/33-hours-clean https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/115545/33-hours-clean how did it come to this?? i always had the makings of an addict... all i needed was an excuse now i have one, after years of hearing people taking percs and trying to get them - and usually faili caseyjra Sat, 22 Aug 2009 10:20:09 -0400 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/115444/how-did-it-come-to-this-i-always-had-the-makings-of-an-addict-all-i-needed-was-an-excuse https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/115444/how-did-it-come-to-this-i-always-had-the-makings-of-an-addict-all-i-needed-was-an-excuse