Bubulous's MedHelp Blogs http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1551327 Medical communities and forums staffed by doctors from leading medical centers. Over 325 forums and communities providing medical information and medical help. en What day is this... oh yeah, OCT Something The day is not really important because I could go by the calendar- which would logically make sense. Bubulous Mon, 17 Oct 2016 14:34:23 -0500 http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/2092568/What-day-is-this-oh-yeah--OCT-Something http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/2092568/What-day-is-this-oh-yeah--OCT-Something OCT 11 2016 I am working on a new theory for fighting depression. It sort of ties together all of the other theo Bubulous Tue, 11 Oct 2016 09:12:00 -0500 http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/2085316/OCT-11-2016 http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/2085316/OCT-11-2016 OCT 8 2016 Today has been a great day. It really had to be because yesterday was so horrible, but that's the wa Bubulous Sat, 08 Oct 2016 18:54:03 -0500 http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/2084104/OCT-8-2016 http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/2084104/OCT-8-2016 OCT 4 2016 Yesterday was a busy day. I stayed active and definitely got my exercise in. Wally and I are contin Bubulous Tue, 04 Oct 2016 08:21:44 -0500 http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/2080994/OCT-4-2016 http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/2080994/OCT-4-2016 OCT 3 2016 I usually journal everyday anyway so for now I will just do it here. I see value in hand-written jou Bubulous Mon, 03 Oct 2016 15:58:29 -0500 http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/2080406/OCT-3-2016 http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/2080406/OCT-3-2016 I am a writer I shouldn't put blame on myself for the things that have happened since 2013. I shouldn't feel bad a Bubulous Wed, 18 Mar 2015 12:05:39 -0500 http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1454784/I-am-a-writer http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1454784/I-am-a-writer Serenity I do not see the fact that I had to check back into treatment as a bad thing. I actually learned som Bubulous Mon, 16 Feb 2015 17:40:30 -0600 http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1385355/Serenity http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1385355/Serenity Why not dance Do you see me dancing to an off-beat song Do you hear me singing and want to sing along Dance wit Bubulous Sat, 25 Oct 2014 21:33:59 -0500 http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1246795/Why-not-dance http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1246795/Why-not-dance The morning breeze has secrets to tell This was something I heard Wayne Dyer say last night when I re-watched one of his shows. For that re Bubulous Fri, 24 Oct 2014 05:31:12 -0500 http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1244547/The-morning-breeze-has-secrets-to-tell http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1244547/The-morning-breeze-has-secrets-to-tell Changing Thoughts Now that I feel like I have a little control over my thoughts I am starting to make small changes. T Bubulous Thu, 23 Oct 2014 08:37:26 -0500 http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1243731/Changing-Thoughts http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1243731/Changing-Thoughts The Truth I have admitted that I am an addict to people that I knew wouldn't be receptive to it. I have admitt Bubulous Thu, 09 Oct 2014 20:57:34 -0500 http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1230964/The-Truth http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1230964/The-Truth How to fly I struggle now with all that I think I know. I think there is a God and I think that there isn't a G Bubulous Wed, 08 Oct 2014 16:24:57 -0500 http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1230432/How-to-fly http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1230432/How-to-fly Rant What is the answer? Well, what is the question? I've made it this far just to start it all over. Livi Bubulous Sat, 13 Sep 2014 23:11:46 -0500 http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1203326/Rant http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1203326/Rant Remarkable After much practice, centering, and frustration combined with humiliation I was able to bend the air Bubulous Wed, 20 Aug 2014 03:10:33 -0500 http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1177730/Remarkable http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1177730/Remarkable Whatever I am so tired of being like this. I cannot collect my thoughts. I am sinking deeper into depression Bubulous Wed, 13 Aug 2014 19:01:08 -0500 http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1172719/Whatever http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1172719/Whatever Cycle's not new I am trying to climb back out of my slump and I miss everyone on here. I had another relapse which i Bubulous Fri, 21 Mar 2014 21:02:06 -0500 http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1040697/Cycles-not-new http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1040697/Cycles-not-new Too Complex I am starting to feel like I have every disorder there is. I have been diagnosed with some of the wo Bubulous Mon, 20 Jan 2014 23:37:28 -0600 http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1000419/Too-Complex http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1000419/Too-Complex Newest Poem I may be retired but I am not lazy I'm manic depressive but I am not crazy I'm trained to fight b Bubulous Sat, 04 Jan 2014 23:46:51 -0600 http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/993387/Newest-Poem http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/993387/Newest-Poem I am not nothing Those who know me the best on here know that I have a habit of disappearing when I relapse and this t Bubulous Sat, 04 Jan 2014 23:45:24 -0600 http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/993386/I-am-not-nothing http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/993386/I-am-not-nothing OCD Had a lot of them yesterday along with some emtional outbursts. Bubulous Wed, 10 Apr 2013 00:00:00 -0500 http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/718404/OCD http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/718404/OCD