Bubulous's MedHelp Blogs http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1551327 Medical communities and forums staffed by doctors from leading medical centers. Over 325 forums and communities providing medical information and medical help. en I am a writer I shouldn't put blame on myself for the things that have happened since 2013. I shouldn't feel bad a Bubulous Wed, 18 Mar 2015 12:05:39 -0500 http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1454784/I-am-a-writer http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1454784/I-am-a-writer Serenity I do not see the fact that I had to check back into treatment as a bad thing. I actually learned som Bubulous Mon, 16 Feb 2015 17:40:30 -0600 http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1385355/Serenity http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1385355/Serenity Why not dance Do you see me dancing to an off-beat song Do you hear me singing and want to sing along Dance wit Bubulous Sat, 25 Oct 2014 21:33:59 -0500 http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1246795/Why-not-dance http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1246795/Why-not-dance The morning breeze has secrets to tell This was something I heard Wayne Dyer say last night when I re-watched one of his shows. For that re Bubulous Fri, 24 Oct 2014 05:31:12 -0500 http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1244547/The-morning-breeze-has-secrets-to-tell http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1244547/The-morning-breeze-has-secrets-to-tell Changing Thoughts Now that I feel like I have a little control over my thoughts I am starting to make small changes. T Bubulous Thu, 23 Oct 2014 08:37:26 -0500 http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1243731/Changing-Thoughts http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1243731/Changing-Thoughts The Truth I have admitted that I am an addict to people that I knew wouldn't be receptive to it. I have admitt Bubulous Thu, 09 Oct 2014 20:57:34 -0500 http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1230964/The-Truth http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1230964/The-Truth How to fly I struggle now with all that I think I know. I think there is a God and I think that there isn't a G Bubulous Wed, 08 Oct 2014 16:24:57 -0500 http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1230432/How-to-fly http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1230432/How-to-fly Rant What is the answer? Well, what is the question? I've made it this far just to start it all over. Livi Bubulous Sat, 13 Sep 2014 23:11:46 -0500 http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1203326/Rant http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1203326/Rant Remarkable After much practice, centering, and frustration combined with humiliation I was able to bend the air Bubulous Wed, 20 Aug 2014 03:10:33 -0500 http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1177730/Remarkable http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1177730/Remarkable Whatever I am so tired of being like this. I cannot collect my thoughts. I am sinking deeper into depression Bubulous Wed, 13 Aug 2014 19:01:08 -0500 http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1172719/Whatever http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1172719/Whatever Cycle's not new I am trying to climb back out of my slump and I miss everyone on here. I had another relapse which i Bubulous Fri, 21 Mar 2014 21:02:06 -0500 http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1040697/Cycles-not-new http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1040697/Cycles-not-new Too Complex I am starting to feel like I have every disorder there is. I have been diagnosed with some of the wo Bubulous Mon, 20 Jan 2014 23:37:28 -0600 http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1000419/Too-Complex http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1000419/Too-Complex Newest Poem I may be retired but I am not lazy I'm manic depressive but I am not crazy I'm trained to fight b Bubulous Sat, 04 Jan 2014 23:46:51 -0600 http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/993387/Newest-Poem http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/993387/Newest-Poem I am not nothing Those who know me the best on here know that I have a habit of disappearing when I relapse and this t Bubulous Sat, 04 Jan 2014 23:45:24 -0600 http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/993386/I-am-not-nothing http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/993386/I-am-not-nothing OCD Had a lot of them yesterday along with some emtional outbursts. Bubulous Wed, 10 Apr 2013 00:00:00 -0500 http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/718404/OCD http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/718404/OCD OCD Off and on throughout the day. Bubulous Tue, 09 Apr 2013 00:00:00 -0500 http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/716897/OCD http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/716897/OCD OCD Very few obsessive thoughts but I know I will always likely have a few. Bubulous Mon, 08 Apr 2013 00:00:00 -0500 http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/716709/OCD http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/716709/OCD OCD Nothing memorable so a great day. Bubulous Sun, 07 Apr 2013 00:00:00 -0500 http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/713099/OCD http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/713099/OCD OCD No obsessive thoughs. No negativity what so ever. Mood elevated and stable. Bubulous Sat, 06 Apr 2013 00:00:00 -0500 http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/712536/OCD http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/712536/OCD OCD Some obsessive thoughts in the morning worrying that my delayed wake up was a sign of depression. Ot Bubulous Fri, 05 Apr 2013 00:00:00 -0500 http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/712533/OCD http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/712533/OCD