Bubulous's MedHelp Blogs http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1551327 Medical communities and forums staffed by doctors from leading medical centers. Over 325 forums and communities providing medical information and medical help. en Rant What is the answer? Well, what is the question? I've made it this far just to start it all over. Livi Bubulous Sat, 13 Sep 2014 23:11:46 -0500 http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1203326/Rant http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1203326/Rant Remarkable After much practice, centering, and frustration combined with humiliation I was able to bend the air Bubulous Wed, 20 Aug 2014 03:10:33 -0500 http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1177730/Remarkable http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1177730/Remarkable Whatever I am so tired of being like this. I cannot collect my thoughts. I am sinking deeper into depression Bubulous Wed, 13 Aug 2014 19:01:08 -0500 http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1172719/Whatever http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1172719/Whatever Cycle's not new I am trying to climb back out of my slump and I miss everyone on here. I had another relapse which i Bubulous Fri, 21 Mar 2014 21:02:06 -0500 http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1040697/Cycles-not-new http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1040697/Cycles-not-new Too Complex I am starting to feel like I have every disorder there is. I have been diagnosed with some of the wo Bubulous Mon, 20 Jan 2014 23:37:28 -0600 http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1000419/Too-Complex http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1000419/Too-Complex Newest Poem I may be retired but I am not lazy I'm manic depressive but I am not crazy I'm trained to fight b Bubulous Sat, 04 Jan 2014 23:46:51 -0600 http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/993387/Newest-Poem http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/993387/Newest-Poem I am not nothing Those who know me the best on here know that I have a habit of disappearing when I relapse and this t Bubulous Sat, 04 Jan 2014 23:45:24 -0600 http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/993386/I-am-not-nothing http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/993386/I-am-not-nothing OCD Had a lot of them yesterday along with some emtional outbursts. Bubulous Wed, 10 Apr 2013 00:00:00 -0500 http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/718404/OCD http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/718404/OCD OCD Off and on throughout the day. Bubulous Tue, 09 Apr 2013 00:00:00 -0500 http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/716897/OCD http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/716897/OCD OCD Very few obsessive thoughts but I know I will always likely have a few. Bubulous Mon, 08 Apr 2013 00:00:00 -0500 http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/716709/OCD http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/716709/OCD OCD Nothing memorable so a great day. Bubulous Sun, 07 Apr 2013 00:00:00 -0500 http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/713099/OCD http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/713099/OCD OCD No obsessive thoughs. No negativity what so ever. Mood elevated and stable. Bubulous Sat, 06 Apr 2013 00:00:00 -0500 http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/712536/OCD http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/712536/OCD OCD Some obsessive thoughts in the morning worrying that my delayed wake up was a sign of depression. Ot Bubulous Fri, 05 Apr 2013 00:00:00 -0500 http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/712533/OCD http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/712533/OCD OCD Woke up a little down yesterday but honestly not very many obessive thoughts. Just a little worry. Bubulous Thu, 04 Apr 2013 00:00:00 -0500 http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/711688/OCD http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/711688/OCD OCD Still some obsession but it will diminish as I become more stable. Bubulous Wed, 03 Apr 2013 00:00:00 -0500 http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/711251/OCD http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/711251/OCD OCD Still a little OCD yesterday but nothing severe. Bubulous Tue, 02 Apr 2013 00:00:00 -0500 http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/710811/OCD http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/710811/OCD OCD A lot of obsessive thoughts yesterday morning but they went away as the day went on :) Bubulous Mon, 01 Apr 2013 00:00:00 -0500 http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/709315/OCD http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/709315/OCD OCD As the mania got worse.....well obsessive thoughts have been out of control and had a destructive eff Bubulous Sat, 30 Mar 2013 00:00:00 -0500 http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/708641/OCD http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/708641/OCD OCD I had a lot of obsessive thoughts yesterday and they got progressively worse throughout the night. Bubulous Thu, 28 Mar 2013 00:00:00 -0500 http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/706751/OCD http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/706751/OCD OCD A little in the morning but minimal. Bubulous Wed, 27 Mar 2013 00:00:00 -0500 http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/706577/OCD http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/706577/OCD