Bubulous's MedHelp Blogs http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1551327 Medical communities and forums staffed by doctors from leading medical centers. Over 325 forums and communities providing medical information and medical help. en Why not dance Do you see me dancing to an off-beat song Do you hear me singing and want to sing along Dance wit Bubulous Sat, 25 Oct 2014 21:33:59 -0500 http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1246795/Why-not-dance http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1246795/Why-not-dance The morning breeze has secrets to tell This was something I heard Wayne Dyer say last night when I re-watched one of his shows. For that re Bubulous Fri, 24 Oct 2014 05:31:12 -0500 http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1244547/The-morning-breeze-has-secrets-to-tell http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1244547/The-morning-breeze-has-secrets-to-tell Changing Thoughts Now that I feel like I have a little control over my thoughts I am starting to make small changes. T Bubulous Thu, 23 Oct 2014 08:37:26 -0500 http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1243731/Changing-Thoughts http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1243731/Changing-Thoughts The Truth I have admitted that I am an addict to people that I knew wouldn't be receptive to it. I have admitt Bubulous Thu, 09 Oct 2014 20:57:34 -0500 http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1230964/The-Truth http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1230964/The-Truth How to fly I struggle now with all that I think I know. I think there is a God and I think that there isn't a G Bubulous Wed, 08 Oct 2014 16:24:57 -0500 http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1230432/How-to-fly http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1230432/How-to-fly Rant What is the answer? Well, what is the question? I've made it this far just to start it all over. Livi Bubulous Sat, 13 Sep 2014 23:11:46 -0500 http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1203326/Rant http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1203326/Rant Remarkable After much practice, centering, and frustration combined with humiliation I was able to bend the air Bubulous Wed, 20 Aug 2014 03:10:33 -0500 http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1177730/Remarkable http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1177730/Remarkable Whatever I am so tired of being like this. I cannot collect my thoughts. I am sinking deeper into depression Bubulous Wed, 13 Aug 2014 19:01:08 -0500 http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1172719/Whatever http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1172719/Whatever Cycle's not new I am trying to climb back out of my slump and I miss everyone on here. I had another relapse which i Bubulous Fri, 21 Mar 2014 21:02:06 -0500 http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1040697/Cycles-not-new http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1040697/Cycles-not-new Too Complex I am starting to feel like I have every disorder there is. I have been diagnosed with some of the wo Bubulous Mon, 20 Jan 2014 23:37:28 -0600 http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1000419/Too-Complex http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1000419/Too-Complex Newest Poem I may be retired but I am not lazy I'm manic depressive but I am not crazy I'm trained to fight b Bubulous Sat, 04 Jan 2014 23:46:51 -0600 http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/993387/Newest-Poem http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/993387/Newest-Poem I am not nothing Those who know me the best on here know that I have a habit of disappearing when I relapse and this t Bubulous Sat, 04 Jan 2014 23:45:24 -0600 http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/993386/I-am-not-nothing http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/993386/I-am-not-nothing OCD Had a lot of them yesterday along with some emtional outbursts. Bubulous Wed, 10 Apr 2013 00:00:00 -0500 http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/718404/OCD http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/718404/OCD OCD Off and on throughout the day. Bubulous Tue, 09 Apr 2013 00:00:00 -0500 http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/716897/OCD http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/716897/OCD OCD Very few obsessive thoughts but I know I will always likely have a few. Bubulous Mon, 08 Apr 2013 00:00:00 -0500 http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/716709/OCD http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/716709/OCD OCD Nothing memorable so a great day. Bubulous Sun, 07 Apr 2013 00:00:00 -0500 http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/713099/OCD http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/713099/OCD OCD No obsessive thoughs. No negativity what so ever. Mood elevated and stable. Bubulous Sat, 06 Apr 2013 00:00:00 -0500 http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/712536/OCD http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/712536/OCD OCD Some obsessive thoughts in the morning worrying that my delayed wake up was a sign of depression. Ot Bubulous Fri, 05 Apr 2013 00:00:00 -0500 http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/712533/OCD http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/712533/OCD OCD Woke up a little down yesterday but honestly not very many obessive thoughts. Just a little worry. Bubulous Thu, 04 Apr 2013 00:00:00 -0500 http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/711688/OCD http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/711688/OCD OCD Still some obsession but it will diminish as I become more stable. Bubulous Wed, 03 Apr 2013 00:00:00 -0500 http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/711251/OCD http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/711251/OCD