keter's MedHelp Blogs http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1569058 Medical communities and forums staffed by doctors from leading medical centers. Over 325 forums and communities providing medical information and medical help. en Pfff Head filled with cotton today. Must be the benzos I took last night. Feel numb, physically as well. C keter Sun, 01 Apr 2012 00:00:00 -0500 http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/349976/Pfff http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/349976/Pfff Pain in the liver. perhaps time to make a doctors appointment. keter Sat, 04 Feb 2012 15:33:30 -0600 http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/339663/Pain http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/339663/Pain Frustrated because I bought (and drank, duh) beer even though I didn't really want it. Can you say ' alcoholic' keter Sat, 28 Jan 2012 00:00:00 -0600 http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/338471/Frustrated http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/338471/Frustrated Woke up grumpy But quickly lightened up after I had a few coffee. Seeing that I got my monthly cheque might have som keter Thu, 22 Dec 2011 00:00:00 -0600 http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/331866/Woke-up-grumpy http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/331866/Woke-up-grumpy started exercising Finally pushed myself to get on my bike and ride (for all of 10-15 mins), but hey... Man, I really n keter Sat, 10 Dec 2011 00:00:00 -0600 http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/329905/started-exercising http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/329905/started-exercising Fell off the wagon Well, that was quick :P Had some people visiting, they were smoking coke, which really isn't good fo keter Tue, 18 Oct 2011 18:28:19 -0500 http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/320592/Fell-off-the-wagon http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/320592/Fell-off-the-wagon day three I had some cash this Monday morning, but I spent it right away on food. If I would have waited until keter Mon, 17 Oct 2011 07:10:27 -0500 http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/320254/day-three http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/320254/day-three new start Just what it says. For a while it went well, then for a while not so :( So now: new start. keter Sat, 15 Oct 2011 07:00:04 -0500 http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/319903/new-start http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/319903/new-start Still sober 2nd day sober. Having a lot of trouble with craving. Good thing I have no money to buy enough beer. I keter Sun, 17 Jul 2011 16:30:43 -0500 http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/302623/Still-sober http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/302623/Still-sober Sober On a Saturday too, no less. Finally found the strength somewhere to say to those 'friends' that they keter Sat, 16 Jul 2011 19:08:00 -0500 http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/302483/Sober http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/302483/Sober Why can't people leave me alone Getting sick and tired of people calling at my door all day. Why don't they all just take a hike? To keter Fri, 15 Jul 2011 16:04:18 -0500 http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/302270/Why-cant-people-leave-me-alone http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/302270/Why-cant-people-leave-me-alone Damn it all to hell and back. I've been having a _bit_ of a slump lately, but I am not going to take it anymor keter Wed, 13 Jul 2011 20:13:51 -0500 http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/301959/Damn-it-all http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/301959/Damn-it-all New Journal start I've not written in this journal, nor have I updated my trackers for quite a while. In retrospect I'v keter Mon, 04 Apr 2011 09:35:18 -0500 http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/280657/New-Journal-start http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/280657/New-Journal-start The day after I woke up with quite a hangover. What a contrast with yesterday! However, that didn't dissuade me fr keter Tue, 15 Mar 2011 21:50:21 -0500 http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/275836/The-day-after http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/275836/The-day-after Although I didn't dodge the bullit, it was only a fleshwound As expected I drank this afternoon, but not after cleaning most of my house, bringing the garden in o keter Mon, 14 Mar 2011 19:58:38 -0500 http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/275594/Although-I-didnt-dodge-the-bullit--it-was-only-a-fleshwound http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/275594/Although-I-didnt-dodge-the-bullit--it-was-only-a-fleshwound Still more or less sober This last weekend I've been sober although I did drink a *lot* last friday. Thursday was another sobe keter Sun, 13 Mar 2011 19:30:25 -0500 http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/275301/Still-more-or-less-sober http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/275301/Still-more-or-less-sober Sober once more This last week days of occasional sobriety is are happening more often. Friday I was sober and then I keter Tue, 08 Mar 2011 17:47:10 -0600 http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/274087/Sober-once-more http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/274087/Sober-once-more Been drinking (again) These last two days I have drunk to excess again. Of course I can make up lots of excuses, but the tr keter Tue, 01 Mar 2011 15:22:16 -0600 http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/272344/Been-drinking-again http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/272344/Been-drinking-again Sober today I passed the hard part of the day, plain sailing now. So that's another day going to bed sober. Alrea keter Sun, 27 Feb 2011 15:04:40 -0600 http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/271826/Sober-today http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/271826/Sober-today