ShinigamiDeathscytheSan's MedHelp Blogs Medical communities and forums staffed by doctors from leading medical centers. Over 325 forums and communities providing medical information and medical help. en i'm not okay i am seriously about two inches from a full-on mental break down right now. the only thing keeping my ShinigamiDeathscytheSan Fri, 15 Feb 2013 02:08:27 -0600 Food Ugh so my dad is coming to see me tomorrow. Thats never a positive thing but whats worse is we're gon ShinigamiDeathscytheSan Wed, 12 Dec 2012 02:17:42 -0600 jeez im really missing home again. well, not home, but high school. this is not good. i cant keep it toget ShinigamiDeathscytheSan Tue, 11 Dec 2012 02:07:11 -0600 Wow Haha im not used having so little food anymore. Its been over a year since i was restricting wow. Im ShinigamiDeathscytheSan Mon, 10 Dec 2012 19:20:53 -0600 gah. i dont know what to do with myself right now. my brain just gave me the most serious inclination i've ShinigamiDeathscytheSan Wed, 07 Nov 2012 23:28:08 -0600 I feel like... I feel like i shoulda voted. But obama won anyway. The electoral college votes won by a landslide. Th ShinigamiDeathscytheSan Wed, 07 Nov 2012 02:14:12 -0600 aww fukkkkkkk i just realized something. when fred's and my one year anniversary hits in december.... fukkkkkk. i'm ShinigamiDeathscytheSan Wed, 31 Oct 2012 01:44:06 -0500 Broken Promise I did something today that i never thought i would ever again. I cut. after over a year of being... ' ShinigamiDeathscytheSan Sat, 29 Sep 2012 23:21:59 -0500 idiot wow im such a freaking idiot. my ONE night class, all fukking week, and i forget to go. i FORGOT. tha ShinigamiDeathscytheSan Tue, 11 Sep 2012 13:29:40 -0500 its official I've officially given up on writing. Might as well start forgetting that dream of being a best sellin ShinigamiDeathscytheSan Wed, 08 Aug 2012 23:47:46 -0500 homesick Is it weird to say that, even though I don't leave for college until another three weeks, I'm already ShinigamiDeathscytheSan Mon, 06 Aug 2012 01:14:29 -0500 sometimes.... i really just get sick of people. i guess it's normal, but when i need alone time, i get frustrated.. ShinigamiDeathscytheSan Sun, 29 Jul 2012 22:36:16 -0500 something good so, as odd as this sounds, for the past year and a half, i've had a persistent feeling of running out ShinigamiDeathscytheSan Sun, 01 Jul 2012 01:32:25 -0500 thinking bad thoughts... i have a very bad image in my head right now. an image i want to make a reality, at least part of me ShinigamiDeathscytheSan Sat, 02 Jun 2012 23:27:23 -0500 ow.... ugh my head hurts. cuz i was bashing it against the wall. ....i know what you're thinking "what a fuk ShinigamiDeathscytheSan Thu, 24 May 2012 00:43:16 -0500 is it weird that... is it weird that, now that i'm living with my dad full time, i've grown to hate him? and my mom, who ShinigamiDeathscytheSan Tue, 22 May 2012 00:42:32 -0500 so alone i feel so freaking alone right now. we got back from the disneyland grad night trip this morning and ShinigamiDeathscytheSan Sat, 12 May 2012 18:29:10 -0500 its a good thing... That my eyes don't get puffy from crying at night, cuz I've been doing a lot of late night crying. I ShinigamiDeathscytheSan Tue, 17 Apr 2012 01:03:47 -0500 really, theres no hope I just don't know what to do anymore. People keep saying that it gets better. Hell, they've been tell ShinigamiDeathscytheSan Fri, 23 Mar 2012 22:41:30 -0500 just a quick question... ...why is it that struggling to hold back tears is such a normal feeling for me? why do i have to dea ShinigamiDeathscytheSan Mon, 05 Mar 2012 21:50:29 -0600