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Over 325 forums and communities providing medical information and medical help. en What would I say on my death bed, would I have any regrets It's a weird thing to think of however being an addict I believe that if I didn't stop using death wa travel_melb Fri, 01 Aug 2014 19:17:53 -0500 http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1161716/What-would-I-say-on-my-death-bed--would-I-have-any-regrets- http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1161716/What-would-I-say-on-my-death-bed--would-I-have-any-regrets- The Pros and Cons List I had written some of this list of pros and cons list of my addiction to codeine about a year ago, wh travel_melb Wed, 16 Jul 2014 23:34:12 -0500 http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1146223/The-Pros-and-Cons-List http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1146223/The-Pros-and-Cons-List Day 6-7 sleep I want you back so badly sleep, the no sleep is the worset out of the detox and the worset thing is travel_melb Wed, 16 Jul 2014 16:01:14 -0500 http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1146107/Day-6-7-sleep http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1146107/Day-6-7-sleep Day 5 today 15th July 2014 Well today have been eventful, I've seen my doctor and agreed it would be best to take this week off travel_melb Tue, 15 Jul 2014 00:35:41 -0500 http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1144181/Day-5-today-15th-July-2014 http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1144181/Day-5-today-15th-July-2014 Step One "We admitted we were powerless over our addiction, that our lives had become unmanageable." I bel travel_melb Fri, 11 Jul 2014 19:57:09 -0500 http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1141034/Step-One- http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1141034/Step-One- No Truer words - addicts I've been reads the forums with answers to questions and how others have been battled through their f travel_melb Wed, 25 Jun 2014 21:21:59 -0500 http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1125243/No-Truer-words---addicts http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1125243/No-Truer-words---addicts What is left, I'm not living anymore.. I'm just getting by from day to day or it's getting my by pills and pills... I'm finding that I am travel_melb Sun, 22 Jun 2014 03:28:54 -0500 http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1120232/What-is-left--Im-not-living-anymore http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1120232/What-is-left--Im-not-living-anymore Not using.. It's just hit me. At this point of time I'm not clean but I'm planning on reducing, taping and go off in the next few w travel_melb Fri, 23 May 2014 21:34:30 -0500 http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1086283/Not-using-Its-just-hit-me http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1086283/Not-using-Its-just-hit-me Repeating myself for too long, this has an expiry date. I've been listen to the words to JESSICA MAUBOY "Never Be The Same", funny how some songs you feel l travel_melb Fri, 23 May 2014 21:04:34 -0500 http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1086281/Repeating-myself-for-too-long--this-has-an-expiry-date http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1086281/Repeating-myself-for-too-long--this-has-an-expiry-date Guilt --- Note to self While feeling guilt and reading many thing over the net I found some good info by change, thought I'd travel_melb Sat, 08 Feb 2014 05:25:50 -0600 http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1008988/Guilt-----Note-to-self http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1008988/Guilt-----Note-to-self God willing I will walk a clean man. I'm walking and typing so sorry about the typos.. After relapsing on day 11 and now back to day 2 travel_melb Wed, 05 Feb 2014 15:32:50 -0600 http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1007557/God-willing-I-will-walk-a-clean-man http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1007557/God-willing-I-will-walk-a-clean-man Turning the tides of time... Just updating myself (and anyone else reading) of where I am mentally and physically and addicticly. travel_melb Mon, 27 Jan 2014 22:48:14 -0600 http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1003133/Turning-the-tides-of-time http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1003133/Turning-the-tides-of-time Living in Regret and getting nowhere.. It seems that when I focus myself on doing something I can really apply myself be good at it get thro travel_melb Wed, 11 Dec 2013 22:45:01 -0600 http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/982647/Living-in-Regret-and-getting-nowhere- http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/982647/Living-in-Regret-and-getting-nowhere- Praying... Yesterday everything seem too have lost it Glow, the sky did seem as bright the light not as bright, travel_melb Fri, 30 Aug 2013 20:49:24 -0500 http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/856157/Praying http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/856157/Praying Let me lead you to hell Below is a poem that I found that is very true to soo many peoples addiction, it touched me and I jus travel_melb Mon, 26 Aug 2013 19:12:44 -0500 http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/854684/Let-me-lead-you-to-hell http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/854684/Let-me-lead-you-to-hell NA Meeting I'm getting into these NA stuff and after reading some of the texts Just for today ------ Just travel_melb Wed, 03 Jul 2013 01:42:56 -0500 http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/809886/NA-Meeting http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/809886/NA-Meeting Very inspired to LIVE LIFE for the last few days despite low energy, I have a burning inside or at least a stead heat ready to b travel_melb Tue, 02 Jul 2013 23:59:49 -0500 http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/809869/Very-inspired-to-LIVE-LIFE http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/809869/Very-inspired-to-LIVE-LIFE Clean Again I ended up going on an almost 2 week bender but I'm not 3 day clean. I've been listen to some musi travel_melb Tue, 12 Mar 2013 17:58:32 -0500 http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/697636/Clean-Again http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/697636/Clean-Again