PurpleLush07's MedHelp Blogs http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/2149304 Medical communities and forums staffed by doctors from leading medical centers. Over 325 forums and communities providing medical information and medical help. en feeling like I'm the one who caused it. Today I got what you could say "was a hard kick in the balls". I found out my thyroid is low and prob PurpleLush07 Thu, 01 Aug 2013 20:22:39 -0500 http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/833988/feeling-like-Im-the-one-who-caused-it http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/833988/feeling-like-Im-the-one-who-caused-it Desha Jean Miller (2/19/2013) NICU Journey **Will try and update daily** Entry 2/21/2013: Today we are finally getting some answers for the c PurpleLush07 Fri, 22 Feb 2013 10:27:08 -0600 http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/687874/Desha-Jean-Miller-2-19-2013-NICU-Journey http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/687874/Desha-Jean-Miller-2-19-2013-NICU-Journey Ready (vent) So, I am 3 days away for being in the single digits. But, I have been completely ready since last wee PurpleLush07 Sun, 10 Feb 2013 14:09:06 -0600 http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/681492/Ready-vent http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/681492/Ready-vent Vent 36 weeks 2 days The baby's father came over for about and hour and just left. He said 9 years was to long and he want PurpleLush07 Sat, 26 Jan 2013 13:40:15 -0600 http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/667981/Vent--36-weeks-2-days http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/667981/Vent--36-weeks-2-days Venting but feeling selfish about it. when to cope? I know I only have at the least 10 weeks left until my little girl is here. But at times I have been PurpleLush07 Fri, 30 Nov 2012 14:03:56 -0600 http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/610524/Venting-but-feeling-selfish-about-it-when-to-cope http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/610524/Venting-but-feeling-selfish-about-it-when-to-cope My dream Last night I dreamt that baby was with me at a family function. What was weird is that I had no recol PurpleLush07 Tue, 28 Aug 2012 14:16:12 -0500 http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/545198/My-dream http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/545198/My-dream