terrbear812's MedHelp Blogs http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/3965412 Medical communities and forums staffed by doctors from leading medical centers. Over 325 forums and communities providing medical information and medical help. en Wrote this last night for a different blog Was it really just a lot on your mind, or was it one thing, one person, her? Why do I feel as if the terrbear812 Sun, 28 Oct 2012 22:32:10 -0500 http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/572644/Wrote-this-last-night-for-a-different-blog http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/572644/Wrote-this-last-night-for-a-different-blog Distructive behavior or Justified need I bought a 2011 Elantra today, its my first car that I'm solely responsible for, in terms of financia terrbear812 Thu, 25 Oct 2012 00:40:28 -0500 http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/570851/Distructive-behavior-or-Justified-need http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/570851/Distructive-behavior-or-Justified-need Migraine Saturday night had insomnia, because my mind and emotions were going a mile a minute. Tonight after terrbear812 Mon, 22 Oct 2012 04:31:09 -0500 http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/569740/Migraine http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/569740/Migraine "Kill Myself" by Tim McGraw This song has always been special to me though I couldn't clearly define why in the past, now it's be terrbear812 Fri, 19 Oct 2012 10:59:09 -0500 http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/566563/Kill-Myself-by-Tim-McGraw http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/566563/Kill-Myself-by-Tim-McGraw A peaceful kind of pain About an hour ago my husband sent me a text in a sort of effort to be a comforting friend, then it be terrbear812 Fri, 19 Oct 2012 05:01:28 -0500 http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/566355/A-peaceful-kind-of-pain http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/566355/A-peaceful-kind-of-pain I love him, miss him, wish he would change his mind, but Ill survive Recently the mother of my husband's youngest did something I made her promise to me when this all sta terrbear812 Wed, 17 Oct 2012 19:37:39 -0500 http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/564868/I-love-him--miss-him--wish-he-would-change-his-mind--but-Ill-survive http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/564868/I-love-him--miss-him--wish-he-would-change-his-mind--but-Ill-survive Maroon 5 says it better then I could... "Where have the times gone Baby, it's all wrong, where are the dreams we made for two? terrbear812 Fri, 12 Oct 2012 23:28:34 -0500 http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/562820/Maroon-5-says-it-better-then-I-could http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/562820/Maroon-5-says-it-better-then-I-could Why is everyone standing on their heads Everything that was ever the truth or fact, is now the opposite. The man I thought to be so amazing, terrbear812 Tue, 09 Oct 2012 16:07:12 -0500 http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/561707/Why-is-everyone-standing-on-their-heads http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/561707/Why-is-everyone-standing-on-their-heads I fear sleep because the pain that greats me when I wake is terrifying It seems like mornings and bed time, really will be the death of me. Getting to sleep no matter how e terrbear812 Tue, 09 Oct 2012 11:42:04 -0500 http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/561637/I-fear-sleep-because-the-pain-that-greats-me-when-I-wake-is-terrifying http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/561637/I-fear-sleep-because-the-pain-that-greats-me-when-I-wake-is-terrifying I've lost my movie partner A commercial for the movie "Sinister", coming out Friday. My instant thought was, omg that looks awes terrbear812 Tue, 09 Oct 2012 03:30:53 -0500 http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/561539/Ive-lost-my-movie-partner http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/561539/Ive-lost-my-movie-partner That almost killed me, but I survived I went to his house while he was at work today (as he and I discussed) and packed 90% of my things, h terrbear812 Tue, 09 Oct 2012 01:56:35 -0500 http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/561525/That-almost-killed-me--but-I-survived http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/561525/That-almost-killed-me--but-I-survived My soul is shattered He left me for another woman terrbear812 Sat, 06 Oct 2012 08:51:29 -0500 http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/560325/My-soul-is-shattered http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/560325/My-soul-is-shattered The power of a childs love is unbelievable I just got off the phone with my 5yr old step son and my heart is simultaneously breaking while feeli terrbear812 Fri, 05 Oct 2012 23:21:11 -0500 http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/560242/The-power-of-a-childs-love-is-unbelievable http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/560242/The-power-of-a-childs-love-is-unbelievable So touched, so lucky to have her This was in response to a mass email I sent to my husband's family about helping him in an effective terrbear812 Fri, 05 Oct 2012 21:53:26 -0500 http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/560214/So-touched--so-lucky-to-have-her http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/560214/So-touched--so-lucky-to-have-her What a strange world So from day 1 of all this my biggest supporter and cheerleader in not only our reconciliation but my terrbear812 Fri, 05 Oct 2012 14:40:57 -0500 http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/560102/What-a-strange-world http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/560102/What-a-strange-world Hoping against the odds for a mirical I just sent the following message to my husbands family (he's the oldest of 7) and to put it nicely, terrbear812 Fri, 05 Oct 2012 13:55:10 -0500 http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/560090/Hoping-against-the-odds-for-a-mirical- http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/560090/Hoping-against-the-odds-for-a-mirical- All alone, no one to blame but me Can't sleep, with all of the possible scenarios and outcomes involving the life altering (no matter w terrbear812 Fri, 05 Oct 2012 04:35:23 -0500 http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/559980/All-alone--no-one-to-blame-but-me http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/559980/All-alone--no-one-to-blame-but-me