Badsoul's MedHelp Blogs Medical communities and forums staffed by doctors from leading medical centers. Over 325 forums and communities providing medical information and medical help. en This pain in my heart will never subside.. To this day every time I think about you my heart starts racing and tears come to my eyes. I can't he Badsoul Fri, 16 Nov 2012 01:28:54 -0600 Self harm... I want to cut myself. But I can't. I wish I could. It takes so much for me not to. It hurts. Not the Badsoul Wed, 14 Nov 2012 16:11:30 -0600