https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/655503 Medical communities and forums staffed by doctors from leading medical centers. Over 325 forums and communities providing medical information and medical help. en Lets hope so it seems to be since I have come off Lithium I don't feel so much zombiefied Trish notic kellystowe Mon, 04 Oct 2010 06:18:52 -0400 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/235301/On-the-up https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/235301/On-the-up Well lifes been a bit of a whirlwind recently I threw Jason out yet another man who is a complete lia kellystowe Tue, 07 Sep 2010 19:46:11 -0400 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/228215/On-track https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/228215/On-track How do you stop loneliness? And get closure on past relationships? Memories hurt so much thinking too kellystowe Mon, 09 Aug 2010 08:09:30 -0400 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/219699/Loneliness https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/219699/Loneliness Well Jason was cheating on me found messages on his phone from girls and him replying things like I'm kellystowe Mon, 02 Aug 2010 13:20:42 -0400 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/217711/Single-again-o https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/217711/Single-again-o God I'm still shattered and mylee won't settle either constantly pacing about still have boxes everyw kellystowe Mon, 07 Jun 2010 08:00:14 -0400 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/200677/Still-unpacking https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/200677/Still-unpacking Well it's official I am the worst person ever when it comes to moving house myles is feeling unsettle kellystowe Sat, 05 Jun 2010 12:06:53 -0400 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/200161/Moving-out-moving-in https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/200161/Moving-out-moving-in Ok this is something I seriously need to do I spoke to Kerim yesterday online which was not a good mo kellystowe Wed, 26 May 2010 04:28:35 -0400 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/196948/Letting-Go https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/196948/Letting-Go I am struggling at the moment with my relationship with Jason he just doesn't seem to listen to me an kellystowe Mon, 17 May 2010 03:10:28 -0400 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/193289/Relationships https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/193289/Relationships Yep again! Oh well at least I'm giving it a try and I'm on the computer all the time so I guess I hav kellystowe Sun, 09 May 2010 11:13:01 -0400 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/190682/Journalling-again https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/190682/Journalling-again I'm ready to update so getting over Kerim or at least trying to proved to be difficult I can't figure kellystowe Tue, 02 Mar 2010 13:53:51 -0500 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/166803/New-relationships https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/166803/New-relationships So where to start Christmas was ok even though I was a bit down in festive spirit as I expected Kerim kellystowe Fri, 08 Jan 2010 12:45:03 -0500 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/150742/Goodbye-Kerim https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/150742/Goodbye-Kerim Well being back home to start with was difficult for me and I'll admit I have been procrasinating alo kellystowe Sat, 17 Oct 2009 09:33:47 -0400 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/129966/Update-on-being-back-home https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/129966/Update-on-being-back-home It is so difficult to keep in touch with reality when you're with your gorgeous man in a lovely hotel kellystowe Sun, 04 Oct 2009 11:46:06 -0400 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/126576/Have-I-already-forgotton https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/126576/Have-I-already-forgotton I must remember my independance and thoughts and dreams from Turkey it feels I can think clearly ther kellystowe Mon, 11 May 2009 16:51:04 -0400 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/88381/DONT-FORGET https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/88381/DONT-FORGET How do you know you're ever doing the right thing is Turkey the right thing to do? will I be lonley? kellystowe Mon, 23 Feb 2009 13:24:30 -0500 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/64955/Insecurities-and-doubts https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/64955/Insecurities-and-doubts Well where to start this might be a long one too over the past month or so I have no end of disagreem kellystowe Wed, 18 Feb 2009 08:12:06 -0500 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/63355/Friendship-new-beginnings https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/63355/Friendship-new-beginnings Well yesterday was a bad day for me I felt very down extremely jealous of my friend Lorraine as she h kellystowe Tue, 18 Nov 2008 13:34:38 -0500 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/42055/Downer-for-a-dayfeel-better https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/42055/Downer-for-a-dayfeel-better Ok I doubt anyone will say staying in on your own every night is fun I miss Kerim so much but I do wo kellystowe Sun, 09 Nov 2008 15:07:36 -0500 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/39924/Staying-In https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/39924/Staying-In This is the only place I am journalling at the moment I guess its because its quicker to type than wr kellystowe Sat, 08 Nov 2008 12:44:23 -0500 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/39715/Only-place-Im-journallingt-drive https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/39715/Only-place-Im-journallingt-drive I don't know what is going on I feel so frustrated right now I am so bored yet am applying for jobs w kellystowe Sun, 02 Nov 2008 13:22:35 -0500 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/38252/Alone https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/38252/Alone