https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/662085 Medical communities and forums staffed by doctors from leading medical centers. Over 325 forums and communities providing medical information and medical help. en They say that there is noting to fear but fear itself. Did they know the monster called paranoia. I Cloudwindgate Mon, 14 Feb 2011 00:27:52 -0500 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/268230/A-monster-called-paranoia-2-13-2011 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/268230/A-monster-called-paranoia-2-13-2011 I tired so hard to be in a good mood to be supportive for someone else you needed it and now it has l Cloudwindgate Mon, 31 Jan 2011 22:16:42 -0500 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/264904/January-31-2011-Doing-good-only-to-suffer https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/264904/January-31-2011-Doing-good-only-to-suffer I wrote this its just what came to me. I hope you enjoy reading it. I laid there feeling the Cloudwindgate Tue, 18 Jan 2011 13:37:54 -0500 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/261287/untitled-by-Matthew-L-D-story https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/261287/untitled-by-Matthew-L-D-story Last night I was at wendy's and some stupid teens or something thought it would be fun to yell I hate Cloudwindgate Thu, 13 Jan 2011 13:44:27 -0500 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/259961/I-hate-people https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/259961/I-hate-people Our Land owners told the realtiy company that they understand our reasons and that they are not going Cloudwindgate Wed, 12 Jan 2011 23:07:54 -0500 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/259793/Good-news https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/259793/Good-news It seems this happens every few years to us. I hate it we can't pay rent and now there telling us tha Cloudwindgate Tue, 11 Jan 2011 13:46:47 -0500 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/259353/Risk-of-being-homelessagain https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/259353/Risk-of-being-homelessagain So now i have a few weeks off before next semester so i think i need to get some things together and Cloudwindgate Tue, 14 Dec 2010 20:35:42 -0500 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/252843/october-14-2010-what-now https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/252843/october-14-2010-what-now two new pictures up. Health log up to date. Teeth still ****** up. Still feel alone. given up Cloudwindgate Thu, 11 Nov 2010 12:47:06 -0500 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/245037/11-11-2010-Personal-notes https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/245037/11-11-2010-Personal-notes I feel alone and with out supports. People dumping there probalems on me or wanting to vent on me. Bu Cloudwindgate Tue, 19 Oct 2010 02:22:54 -0400 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/239052/October-18-2010-Crying-Alone https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/239052/October-18-2010-Crying-Alone YEAH! I'm happy to say ive lived this long and its time to renew my dreams to find my passion -_- tha Cloudwindgate Sat, 09 Oct 2010 11:24:14 -0400 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/236696/october-9-2010-birthday https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/236696/october-9-2010-birthday I wonder what happened to it were did it go...................... Cloudwindgate Fri, 08 Oct 2010 16:10:10 -0400 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/236540/Passion https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/236540/Passion It's strange this hopeful feeling i have. All i need is a passion. I need reason to be. I need this b Cloudwindgate Wed, 06 Oct 2010 19:09:30 -0400 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/236062/october-6-2010-A-hopeful-feeling https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/236062/october-6-2010-A-hopeful-feeling It seems that everything is in my head or at least that's what my parents say. Perhaps it is. I under Cloudwindgate Wed, 06 Oct 2010 15:43:20 -0400 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/236021/october-6-2010-all-in-my-mind https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/236021/october-6-2010-all-in-my-mind I'm not sure if this is strange but since i stop working out i feel fat. Like not in the way i Cloudwindgate Tue, 28 Sep 2010 22:51:21 -0400 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/234059/september-28-2010-FAT-and-Pounds-of-worry https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/234059/september-28-2010-FAT-and-Pounds-of-worry I like to be alone yet i always feel so lonely -_- how the hell does that work out. I'm getting Cloudwindgate Sun, 26 Sep 2010 16:27:07 -0400 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/233372/September-26-2010 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/233372/September-26-2010 No creativity today grr how sad i was hoping to create some art my mind to filled with other things s Cloudwindgate Sat, 25 Sep 2010 18:58:46 -0400 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/233197/september-25-2010 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/233197/september-25-2010 I'm pretty much using this journal as a place to throw ideas on in some form since its a healthy thin Cloudwindgate Sat, 25 Sep 2010 12:57:03 -0400 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/233142/September-25-2010-explanation https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/233142/September-25-2010-explanation There is so much happiness in this world and it seems to be covered by the dirt and grim man Cloudwindgate Fri, 24 Sep 2010 13:41:26 -0400 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/232922/September-24-2010-joy https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/232922/September-24-2010-joy People dont understand what its like to have OCD Phobias. They think o nothings wrong just get over i Cloudwindgate Fri, 24 Sep 2010 02:26:26 -0400 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/232788/September-24-2010-What-its-like-to-have-this https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/232788/September-24-2010-What-its-like-to-have-this Life is filled with good and bad moment and in the end they shape us. I once asked my friend would h Cloudwindgate Thu, 23 Sep 2010 12:49:33 -0400 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/232617/September-23-2010-Good-and-bad-moments https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/232617/September-23-2010-Good-and-bad-moments