Des_a_rae's MedHelp Blogs Medical communities and forums staffed by doctors from leading medical centers. Over 325 forums and communities providing medical information and medical help. en Birth control or not? I have no idea what I want to do. I've hurt so bad for SO long and I literally emotionally and phys Des_a_rae Tue, 17 Feb 2015 15:56:13 -0600 Time to say Goodbye? I sit here and wonder if mine time has come to move along. I check on you all often even though I ma Des_a_rae Fri, 02 Jan 2015 16:26:12 -0600 Night Panics? Help? With everyone going on in my life right now I feel literally at my "sane" ropes end. I feel like I'm Des_a_rae Thu, 16 Oct 2014 11:49:09 -0500 The Black Cloud That Won't Go Away There's nothing like the black cloud that won't go away. No matter how things are looking up we alwa Des_a_rae Fri, 03 Oct 2014 08:51:10 -0500 Anger, Hurt and Fear!! These are the emotions I have daily..everyday. I have missed this place and you ladies so much. Des_a_rae Thu, 26 Jun 2014 08:56:33 -0500 A picture of JEWEL!!! :) I was so honored that Ellen shared her beautiful little miracle with me. She's so precious. Here sh Des_a_rae Fri, 14 Mar 2014 07:29:42 -0500 Confused, weird? So DH and I have just been kinda winging it. I use an app on my phone and I'll keep up with AF that Des_a_rae Tue, 31 Dec 2013 12:57:31 -0600 Feeling Broke Sometimes I don't even feel like a "woman". I mean I know I have all the parts but I feel broke insid Des_a_rae Thu, 19 Aug 2010 14:23:57 -0500 When does THIS journey end?? This is going to be long. lol. I got married when I was 20 years old. He's the person i'm definit Des_a_rae Thu, 08 Jul 2010 17:58:31 -0500