Des_a_rae's MedHelp Blogs Medical communities and forums staffed by doctors from leading medical centers. Over 325 forums and communities providing medical information and medical help. en Ugh, that's all..just UGH!! I get to see **** like this on my FB page from my fertile cousins. I'm SO sick of it. Jennifer Des_a_rae Fri, 18 Sep 2015 15:01:00 -0500 Losing Gabe. :( Thank you all so much for your notes and prayers. It's been a very very tough couple of days. Start Des_a_rae Thu, 25 Jun 2015 13:37:30 -0500 Gonna be an Aunt! Don't get me wrong. I'm SO thankful and happy it happened so easy for her. I'm also thankful this w Des_a_rae Tue, 16 Jun 2015 15:09:08 -0500 AF you evil witch! So I took birth control for 2 months ( as per gyno recommendation) and I tried to tolerate it but it Des_a_rae Sun, 31 May 2015 07:26:36 -0500 Dads Biopsy showed cancer. Just got the call from mom. One out of his twelve samples showed cancer. His cancer score is a 6 (I Des_a_rae Tue, 26 May 2015 15:42:39 -0500 A horrible year in a nutshell. This has been the longest and worst year of my existence I believe. We've had so many things happen, Des_a_rae Wed, 13 May 2015 09:17:03 -0500 Unmoving Black Cloud I honestly don't know where to start. I know I've said it before in a journal awhile back but I stil Des_a_rae Fri, 10 Apr 2015 14:45:31 -0500 An Outcast? Lately, well for the past couple of years I've been feeling like the "infertile outcast" with my dads Des_a_rae Thu, 26 Mar 2015 09:50:11 -0500 Twin Help!!??!! So I posted awhile back on my status about my cousin finding out she's pregnant (a surprise at that, Des_a_rae Mon, 23 Mar 2015 10:08:19 -0500 Birth control or not? I have no idea what I want to do. I've hurt so bad for SO long and I literally emotionally and phys Des_a_rae Tue, 17 Feb 2015 15:56:13 -0600 Time to say Goodbye? I sit here and wonder if mine time has come to move along. I check on you all often even though I ma Des_a_rae Fri, 02 Jan 2015 16:26:12 -0600 Night Panics? Help? With everyone going on in my life right now I feel literally at my "sane" ropes end. I feel like I'm Des_a_rae Thu, 16 Oct 2014 11:49:09 -0500 The Black Cloud That Won't Go Away There's nothing like the black cloud that won't go away. No matter how things are looking up we alwa Des_a_rae Fri, 03 Oct 2014 08:51:10 -0500 Anger, Hurt and Fear!! These are the emotions I have daily..everyday. I have missed this place and you ladies so much. Des_a_rae Thu, 26 Jun 2014 08:56:33 -0500 A picture of JEWEL!!! :) I was so honored that Ellen shared her beautiful little miracle with me. She's so precious. Here sh Des_a_rae Fri, 14 Mar 2014 07:29:42 -0500 Confused, weird? So DH and I have just been kinda winging it. I use an app on my phone and I'll keep up with AF that Des_a_rae Tue, 31 Dec 2013 12:57:31 -0600 Feeling Broke Sometimes I don't even feel like a "woman". I mean I know I have all the parts but I feel broke insid Des_a_rae Thu, 19 Aug 2010 14:23:57 -0500 When does THIS journey end?? This is going to be long. lol. I got married when I was 20 years old. He's the person i'm definit Des_a_rae Thu, 08 Jul 2010 17:58:31 -0500