Des_a_rae's MedHelp Blogs http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/790669 Medical communities and forums staffed by doctors from leading medical centers. Over 325 forums and communities providing medical information and medical help. en Unmoving Black Cloud I honestly don't know where to start. I know I've said it before in a journal awhile back but I stil Des_a_rae Fri, 10 Apr 2015 14:45:31 -0500 http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1499559/Unmoving-Black-Cloud http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1499559/Unmoving-Black-Cloud An Outcast? Lately, well for the past couple of years I've been feeling like the "infertile outcast" with my dads Des_a_rae Thu, 26 Mar 2015 09:50:11 -0500 http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1479917/An-Outcast- http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1479917/An-Outcast- Twin Help!!??!! So I posted awhile back on my status about my cousin finding out she's pregnant (a surprise at that, Des_a_rae Mon, 23 Mar 2015 10:08:19 -0500 http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1469209/Twin-Help http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1469209/Twin-Help Birth control or not? I have no idea what I want to do. I've hurt so bad for SO long and I literally emotionally and phys Des_a_rae Tue, 17 Feb 2015 15:56:13 -0600 http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1388585/Birth-control-or-not-- http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1388585/Birth-control-or-not-- Time to say Goodbye? I sit here and wonder if mine time has come to move along. I check on you all often even though I ma Des_a_rae Fri, 02 Jan 2015 16:26:12 -0600 http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1322133/Time-to-say-Goodbye http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1322133/Time-to-say-Goodbye Night Panics? Help? With everyone going on in my life right now I feel literally at my "sane" ropes end. I feel like I'm Des_a_rae Thu, 16 Oct 2014 11:49:09 -0500 http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1237505/Night-Panics-Help- http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1237505/Night-Panics-Help- The Black Cloud That Won't Go Away There's nothing like the black cloud that won't go away. No matter how things are looking up we alwa Des_a_rae Fri, 03 Oct 2014 08:51:10 -0500 http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1222810/The-Black-Cloud-That-Wont-Go-Away http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1222810/The-Black-Cloud-That-Wont-Go-Away Anger, Hurt and Fear!! These are the emotions I have daily..everyday. I have missed this place and you ladies so much. Des_a_rae Thu, 26 Jun 2014 08:56:33 -0500 http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1125377/Anger--Hurt-and-Fear http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1125377/Anger--Hurt-and-Fear A picture of JEWEL!!! :) I was so honored that Ellen shared her beautiful little miracle with me. She's so precious. Here sh Des_a_rae Fri, 14 Mar 2014 07:29:42 -0500 http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1033845/A-picture-of-JEWEL--- http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1033845/A-picture-of-JEWEL--- Confused, weird? So DH and I have just been kinda winging it. I use an app on my phone and I'll keep up with AF that Des_a_rae Tue, 31 Dec 2013 12:57:31 -0600 http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/991825/Confused--weird http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/991825/Confused--weird Feeling Broke Sometimes I don't even feel like a "woman". I mean I know I have all the parts but I feel broke insid Des_a_rae Thu, 19 Aug 2010 14:23:57 -0500 http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/222869/Feeling-Broke http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/222869/Feeling-Broke When does THIS journey end?? This is going to be long. lol. I got married when I was 20 years old. He's the person i'm definit Des_a_rae Thu, 08 Jul 2010 17:58:31 -0500 http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/210404/When-does-THIS-journey-end- http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/210404/When-does-THIS-journey-end-