Des_a_rae's MedHelp Blogs Medical communities and forums staffed by doctors from leading medical centers. Over 325 forums and communities providing medical information and medical help. en Our Consult :( Oh gosh, where do I start? Our appointment was at 10 and we didn't get back there to see the Dr. Des_a_rae Tue, 24 Nov 2015 14:26:38 -0600 Fertility clinic visit Monday. So as usual my nerves are creeping back up on me now that our visit is 4 days away. I do have a ques Des_a_rae Thu, 19 Nov 2015 21:36:36 -0600 Panicking over IVF pricing? Ladies, I just got this in the mail today. I wanted just an idea and now I'm panicking. I thought I Des_a_rae Wed, 04 Nov 2015 15:51:46 -0600 Finally!!! Hopeful, SCARED!! Ugh!! Just wanted to share with all you ladies that finally, FINALLY after all these years, we're about to Des_a_rae Mon, 02 Nov 2015 07:27:19 -0600 Ladies please help. I may be getting ahead of myself but something I've never really thought about IF given the chance to Des_a_rae Thu, 22 Oct 2015 09:20:39 -0500 Ugh, that's all..just UGH!! I get to see **** like this on my FB page from my fertile cousins. I'm SO sick of it. Jennifer Des_a_rae Fri, 18 Sep 2015 15:01:00 -0500 Losing Gabe. :( Thank you all so much for your notes and prayers. It's been a very very tough couple of days. Start Des_a_rae Thu, 25 Jun 2015 13:37:30 -0500 Gonna be an Aunt! Don't get me wrong. I'm SO thankful and happy it happened so easy for her. I'm also thankful this w Des_a_rae Tue, 16 Jun 2015 15:09:08 -0500 AF you evil witch! So I took birth control for 2 months ( as per gyno recommendation) and I tried to tolerate it but it Des_a_rae Sun, 31 May 2015 07:26:36 -0500 Dads Biopsy showed cancer. Just got the call from mom. One out of his twelve samples showed cancer. His cancer score is a 6 (I Des_a_rae Tue, 26 May 2015 15:42:39 -0500 A horrible year in a nutshell. This has been the longest and worst year of my existence I believe. We've had so many things happen, Des_a_rae Wed, 13 May 2015 09:17:03 -0500 Unmoving Black Cloud I honestly don't know where to start. I know I've said it before in a journal awhile back but I stil Des_a_rae Fri, 10 Apr 2015 14:45:31 -0500 An Outcast? Lately, well for the past couple of years I've been feeling like the "infertile outcast" with my dads Des_a_rae Thu, 26 Mar 2015 09:50:11 -0500 Twin Help!!??!! So I posted awhile back on my status about my cousin finding out she's pregnant (a surprise at that, Des_a_rae Mon, 23 Mar 2015 10:08:19 -0500 Birth control or not? I have no idea what I want to do. I've hurt so bad for SO long and I literally emotionally and phys Des_a_rae Tue, 17 Feb 2015 15:56:13 -0600 Time to say Goodbye? I sit here and wonder if mine time has come to move along. I check on you all often even though I ma Des_a_rae Fri, 02 Jan 2015 16:26:12 -0600 Night Panics? Help? With everyone going on in my life right now I feel literally at my "sane" ropes end. I feel like I'm Des_a_rae Thu, 16 Oct 2014 11:49:09 -0500 The Black Cloud That Won't Go Away There's nothing like the black cloud that won't go away. No matter how things are looking up we alwa Des_a_rae Fri, 03 Oct 2014 08:51:10 -0500 Anger, Hurt and Fear!! These are the emotions I have daily..everyday. I have missed this place and you ladies so much. Des_a_rae Thu, 26 Jun 2014 08:56:33 -0500 A picture of JEWEL!!! :) I was so honored that Ellen shared her beautiful little miracle with me. She's so precious. Here sh Des_a_rae Fri, 14 Mar 2014 07:29:42 -0500