Des_a_rae's MedHelp Blogs Medical communities and forums staffed by doctors from leading medical centers. Over 325 forums and communities providing medical information and medical help. en An Outcast? Lately, well for the past couple of years I've been feeling like the "infertile outcast" with my dads Des_a_rae Thu, 26 Mar 2015 09:50:11 -0500 Twin Help!!??!! So I posted awhile back on my status about my cousin finding out she's pregnant (a surprise at that, Des_a_rae Mon, 23 Mar 2015 10:08:19 -0500 Birth control or not? I have no idea what I want to do. I've hurt so bad for SO long and I literally emotionally and phys Des_a_rae Tue, 17 Feb 2015 15:56:13 -0600 Time to say Goodbye? I sit here and wonder if mine time has come to move along. I check on you all often even though I ma Des_a_rae Fri, 02 Jan 2015 16:26:12 -0600 Night Panics? Help? With everyone going on in my life right now I feel literally at my "sane" ropes end. I feel like I'm Des_a_rae Thu, 16 Oct 2014 11:49:09 -0500 The Black Cloud That Won't Go Away There's nothing like the black cloud that won't go away. No matter how things are looking up we alwa Des_a_rae Fri, 03 Oct 2014 08:51:10 -0500 Anger, Hurt and Fear!! These are the emotions I have daily..everyday. I have missed this place and you ladies so much. Des_a_rae Thu, 26 Jun 2014 08:56:33 -0500 A picture of JEWEL!!! :) I was so honored that Ellen shared her beautiful little miracle with me. She's so precious. Here sh Des_a_rae Fri, 14 Mar 2014 07:29:42 -0500 Confused, weird? So DH and I have just been kinda winging it. I use an app on my phone and I'll keep up with AF that Des_a_rae Tue, 31 Dec 2013 12:57:31 -0600 Feeling Broke Sometimes I don't even feel like a "woman". I mean I know I have all the parts but I feel broke insid Des_a_rae Thu, 19 Aug 2010 14:23:57 -0500 When does THIS journey end?? This is going to be long. lol. I got married when I was 20 years old. He's the person i'm definit Des_a_rae Thu, 08 Jul 2010 17:58:31 -0500