I Cant sleep its 2.03AM  Sunday Morning here...

As a lot of you know I'm not much of a writer as I always can not get out what I want to say in writing.


I feel numb right now and I can not get my head to stop spinning with a 101 things that are going through it.

I got up and turned  the computer on and it let me on it must have known I needed to write my thoughts down.

I had the worst day of my life yesterday my dad rang me to tell me  that my sister was murdered by her partner on Friday night.

Its all so surreal right now .

I can not get my head to stop spinning right now..