It feels like life is heading in a direction I dont want it to go in. I'm tired of being stressed out. I just feel like I'm not happy. My parents are at each others throats. It seems like everyone is avoiding me. I don't know. Maybe I'm being paranoid. Plus being on and off this site. I noticed that one of the people I have been talking to hasn't been on. Which I am bothered by it but I guess it's cuz of the whole friend thing going on right now. I just feel all alone now like no one gets it or cares. Maybe I'm having a down side. The fall. The dreaded fall that comes with it sometimes. I don't know. The only good news is it's warming up so I have went for some walks. So that's nice. Ok I guess that's all now.