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ANOTHER DAY JUST SAD, HURT & DEPRESSED!

Feb 02, 2010 - 0 comments
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depressed

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WISH I COULD DIE

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Sad

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CRYING WORSE

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EVERYTHING JUST WORSE FOR ME



I WOULD JUST LIKE TO DIE. IF IT WASNOT FOR MY BELIEFS OF KNOWING IF I KILL MY SELF THAT I WOULD GO TO HELL I WOULD JUST KILL MYSELF.I BELIEVE IN JEUIS, OUR SAVIOR AND WANT TO SPEND ETERNAL LIFE WITH HIM IN HEAVEN. I HAVE BEEN ON CYMBALTA 60MGS A DAY AND ALL I SEEM TO BE IS GETTING WORSE. I WENT TO SSRIS TO SNRIS NOW WHAT IS THERE. MY GOOD FRIENDS HAVE SAD WHAT A SUCCESS THEY HAD WITH CYMBALTA ONLY TOOK ABOUT 2 WEEKS TO START WORKING...ME THREE WEEKS I HAVE BEEN ON  AND FEEL WORSE. PLEASE IF ANYONE CAN HELP ME EXPLAIN MORE TO MY PSYC DR. PLEASE HELP ME. ALL MEDS I TRIED DON'T WORK AND I HAVE BEEN ON ALOT OF TRIAL AND ERRORS. TRIED EVERY SSRI THAT IS FOR SURE. I GUESS I DONT EXPLAIN TO WELL. I HAD A MAJOR HEAD TRAMAU IN 2005 HAD DEPRESSION BEFORE BUT IT IS AT FULL FORCE SINCE 2009. I AM NOT A GREAT TALKER AND AM AFRAID. I JUST NEED HELP I THOUGHT CYMBALT WAS TO BE THE BEST AND IT ***** FOR ME...SORRY FOR THE LANGUAGE IAM JUST HURT, CRYING, AND JUST WOULD LIKE TO DIE NATURALLY SO I CAN GO TO HEAVEN AND FEEL NO PAIN OR HURT. PLEASE HELP ME!!!!

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DOING WORSE TODAY

Jan 11, 2010 - 0 comments
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worse

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getting worse

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Sad

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Crying

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worthless

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failure



EVERY DAY JUST SEEMS TO BE GETTING WORSE....NO MATTER HOW  HARD i TRY

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SOMEONE PLEASE HELP ME.....

Jan 09, 2010 - 0 comments
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Sad

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please help me

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depressed

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feel

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Crying



IM SO SAD....CRYING....FEEL LIKE IM A PERSON TAKING UP OXAGEN THAT SOMEONE ELSE DESERVES (NO WONT KILL MY SELF....I WANT TO GO TO HEAVEN), FELL LIKE A FAILURE, I HATE MYSELF, WORTHLESS, LONELY SO DEPRESSED....I JUST WANT SOMEONE, SOMETHING....GOD TO HELP MY DOCTOR FIND THE PERFECT MEDS TO CHANGE ALL THAT I FEEL.....I DIDN'T EVEN DESCRIBE ALL OF WHAT IM FEELING ABOUT MYSELF

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so sad and upset....crying and hurt

Dec 21, 2009 - 0 comments
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Crying

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so sad

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hurts

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upset



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things are not getting bett. I feel so sad.. If it weren't for me not going to heaven I think I would just end it so I would not hurt anymore inside.

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