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2nd interview

Apr 26, 2010 - 0 comments
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Process was excrutiating. 4 people and me. Lots of questions, tough ones presented for me to answer perfectly. Don't know what they though. Kevin went right before me. I fear him for competitive reasons. So he made the first cut too. My appt w/LH went well. A ladder across the far lane on freeway during ride to interview. Scared me to death. I called 911 after gaining control of auto and my heart. Kids and Bo want me to get job. So it's unanimous.

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Round 2

Apr 25, 2010 - 0 comments
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Made the first cut and interview again tomorrow for the next round. Getting an idea of the stress game show contestants go thru to see if they will be on the show or not. The not knowing is tough. But what's tougher is anxiety over the actual interview/meet the eve staff tomorrow.

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Still waiting

Apr 20, 2010 - 0 comments
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change



Awaiting Brandee's call to tell me I'm cut or I'm on to the next level for the job I desperately want. I will be devastated if I don't get it. I am stressed over it and anxious to boot. I need this job. If I don't get it, I'm home w/the kids more eves. I have more time on my hands. My schedule is more flexible to go camping.  I get to care for new moms and newborns as well as attend deliveries. It's a dream job for many nurses. I like the peds and ob's I work with. I may be able to float to peds. I'm in the main hospital. I don't have to rquest a vacation. I get cass, and mary. I'm experienced and competent. But, I want to make a difference in a child or teens life. I really want to make the change.

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Seroquel

Apr 09, 2010 - 0 comments
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Seroquel



The incr. in Seroquel last week must be helping. I want to be rid of it, but until the lamictal is 200, i probably won't be able to wean again. Thank good ness i finally have a decent person for a pdoc. We got our rv finally. needs some cleaning and sanitizing, but it's here. weather ***** a lot. the sun would be great. work ***** too.

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