Awaiting Brandee's call to tell me I'm cut or I'm on to the next level for the job I desperately want. I will be devastated if I don't get it. I am stressed over it and anxious to boot. I need this job. If I don't get it, I'm home w/the kids more eves. I have more time on my hands. My schedule is more flexible to go camping. I get to care for new moms and newborns as well as attend deliveries. It's a dream job for many nurses. I like the peds and ob's I work with. I may be able to float to peds. I'm in the main hospital. I don't have to rquest a vacation. I get cass, and mary. I'm experienced and competent. But, I want to make a difference in a child or teens life. I really want to make the change.