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ok i can not keep doin this!!!!

Oct 13, 2011 - 3 comments
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Bleeding

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cramping

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good

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please. :(

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levels



my level are making me mad....tuesday 93 then today 160... im bleeding and cramping.....i dont think i seen any clots....i just wish had some closure ...good or bad... this is getting diffcult to try and over come... please pray for me!!

here it comes

Oct 12, 2011 - 3 comments
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Bleeding

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Baby

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loss



and it starts this morning!!!! my hubby is going out of town to work..bleeding started today..... i wanna just crawl back in bed and go back to sleep, but i have to take care of my other babies!!!! where is someone when you need them... they are alll like we r sorry for your loss babydoll if you need anything let us know.... and then when i say something they have stuff to do or something else... i dunno i guess i get to go through this one alone again too. ya for me oh well...it only makes me stronger in the long run.. right now im week and i need my mommy!


Dont Know what to do!!!

Oct 11, 2011 - 2 comments

ok so around 1030 this morning (10/11/11 my hubby bday) i started to spot not much. i am supposed to be 5 wks and 3 days preggo. i have already had a miscarriage on 6/12/2010.  so i started to get upset and i called the doctor. they told me to come in do a hcg count and we would go from there.  i go and my hcg count was 93!! stil barely bleeding had a pad on since i left home and there was a tiny tear drop of blood...the spotting wasnt even like a light period.  so he told be prepared for m/c, but we would do another hcg count thursday and if they went up we would go from there. if they went down its a m/c....i just dont understand i was the same amount of wks a yr ago when i had a m/c... well i went home took a shower, and the spotting turned into brown when i wiped and now its gone basically... i hadnt had really any cramping just a twinge here and there...... i cant remember last time if i did spotting like this all i remember was cramping and working and all of the suddent bam full fledge bleeding... but with my last one it didnt creep up on me i knew i was gunna start m/c cuz my hcg count was 400+ and went to 285 and so on down... just venting and confused!!!