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I Started on Venlafaxine Yesterday & it's brilliant!

Apr 28, 2010 - 0 comments
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venlafaxine

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sleep

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mind

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intrusive thoughts

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distracting thoughts

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alert

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senses

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Awareness

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sleep pattern

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medication

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Major Depression

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stress

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Anxiety



Normally they say it takes a week to start working but not for me it didn't, it actually started working about 20 minutes after taking my first dose. I haven't felt this good in ages, My mind is clear, no intrusive or distracting thoughts, I'm more Alert, & my senses have increased, increased sense of sound/volume, increased sense of smell & taste, increased sense of touch & awareness, and the best of all I'm more confident in what I say & do. Venlafaxine has also improved my sleep pattern although I struggled to get off to sleep once I was asleep I slept right through & woke at a sensible time. So far so good, I'm really liking these new meds!

Head banging, Why - Why does everybody hate me?

Apr 10, 2010 - 1 comments
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head banging

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Pain

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brain

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feelings

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abnormal

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hate

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broken

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nothing

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empety

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lonely



If everybody doesn't hate me it sure doesn't feel that way! Maybe I'm abnormal maybe my brain is broken, i feel nothing but pain & emptiness. I hate the world it's LONELY! :(  

I can't Sleep my sleep patterns are so ridiculous...

Apr 08, 2010 - 0 comments
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Rhythmic Movement Disorder

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RMD

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sleep

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TIRED

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Doctor

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help



It's 05:00 AM & I still can't sleep, I really hope I find the courage to tell my doctor about my RMD on the 16 maybe then I can get some help & get some decent sleep, I feel so tired & my eyes get sore but still it makes no difference.

Thinking makes me Tired

Apr 07, 2010 - 0 comments
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TIRED

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sleep

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Low

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stress

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MONEY

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family

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Doctors

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medication



Just thinking about my health makes me tired, it's 03:50 AM & I still haven't slept, I feel Low, wanting my health to improve like a touch of a button, I guess we all have Wishes & Aspirations but I guess mine are just a little different to most peoples. I wish I could Feel & Think Normally & Have a normal healthy Sleep Pattern & Behavior.

The Stress Of family & Lack of Money aren't Helping.

I hope to get some answers soon, I can't wait for my doctors appointment only another 8 days to go, seems to be dragging out & taking forever.

My eyes are sore from tiredness my body feels weak but still I can't sleep I can see me having to take medication to force me to sleep...