Aug 22, 2017
IM SO MENTALLY AND PHYSICALLY EXHAUSTED. FOR ALMOST 6 YEARS BEING DIAGNOSED WITH SARC AND congestive heart failure, FIBRO AND DIABETES EVEN BEFORE THAT, YEARS OF DEPRESSION, i AM JUST SO TIRED. i WAKE TIRED i GO THROUGH EVERY WAKING HOUR TIRED. i FEEL LIKE THE FLU ONLY WITHOUT THE CONGESTIVE PART OF IT. i am non stop in pain I am non stop depressed i am nonstop exhausted. yet no one understands everyone wants me to push myself and continually ask me to do stuff for them. I just don't understand, this is illness is slowly killing me and no one can see it. Wonder how many would ask a cancer patient to do the things they ask me to do, or even someone with the flu. Why,? I quit work because of the mental issues that comes along with neuro sarc, but i'm still expected to go on and not mess up, I know people even close family think i can "help it" when I mess up. Just so tired. God gets me through my days talking to him and he does so many things for me to be able to make it in this world. He knows I am tired too.