Feb 04, 2016
Wow it has been a difficult 3 days mentally and physically. It has stressed Jeff too cause we got in a argument while out getting grocerys and feeling were hurt, we made up. It breaks my heart and soul for us to argue. dad visited todauy for angela to tell me how her and her sister went with my dad and planned and paid for his funeral. Barb was doing better some yesterday and they plan to do her othe surgery fri or mon. My stomach is staying very swollen, and I feel terrible mentally and physically, just totally exhausted with today best out of the last three. i am suppose to sit with Barb tomorrow at noon. Lots of leg swelling, still off meds and did lab work today. i will finally see if the thyroid, iron and prozac actually did any thing. trying hard to work on my and jeffies health but so hard to study and concentrate with life going as it has lately. he gets to work next week for one week. going to bed and hoping to feel much better tomorrow . I Love GOD and JESUS and Thank them for the Holy Spirit to guide me. Im Thankful for my family and home and all that God has allowed me to have. I sure wish I would have taken better care of myself and the ones I love. Still really dizzy and feels like inside of my head moves even if I dont. Breathing was pretty bad today chest is heavy and feels like throat isnt open enough to breath. heart thumped and raced some today.