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if this is MS it ***** and blows

Aug 24, 2009 - 0 comments
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ms

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stabbing pain

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vision blurry

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twitchy muscles

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aching pain in legs



in the last 24 hours i've had pinching pain in my right shoulder, aching pain in my right arm, my left leg, behind my left ear, in my right eye, blurrry vision in my rigth eye, crawly feelings on my lower legs, tingling in ym lower legs, numbness in my left hand, prolonged cervical aching, a bruised pain in my right hip, and a horrible electric shock type of pain in the middle of my spine when I lay on my left side. If I lay on my right side then my right ab pain and leg pain get worse and of course I'm laying on what feels like a giant bruse. I wore my eyepatch today and it didn't seem to relieve the eye pain today. I took pain pills and that didn't even get ri of the eye pain or any of the completely random stabbing pains I've had like the pain I had in the botom of my left almost heel tht felt like a burning metal pole was sticking out of it. A lot of these pains have been spasmy feling and on top of ALL this my body has been tight and ringy for the last 2 days. The closest I got to sleep today I sat up and open my eyes and my eyes aer continuous blinking for a minute. WTF is this and why is it happening to me?

Avoided seizure experience by freezing

Jul 19, 2009 - 0 comments
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ice cold water

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shower

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seizure

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Pain

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abdomen

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intense and sudden sweating



I woke up today and was in pain right off the bat. It was really sharp and then suddenly spiked and I got dizzy and nauseous, so i rushed to the bathroom. I was reeling with pain that was all around my middle and not just concentrated on the right side like it is usually. I was on the toilet maybe five minutes when i broke out in a a sweat just all of a sudden and my hands began to tingle and go numb. I think I just thought "i am too hot, gotta cool down" but there wasn't really any thinkingbeore i jumped into the tub and blasted ice cold water on myself. The dizziness and nausea were nearly gone right away and the pain began to subside and get back to managalbe. My hands were still numb. I could move then, but not feel them and that's what used to preced the all  out seizure hings where i pass out or convulse on the floor, si got freaked. Sean woke up and came in and he helped me calm down and bathed ywhile i was in there. I felt better,so i got out and sat on the toilet to pee and as soon as my body temp dropped the wave came over me again and I told sean to fan me, so he brought in our tower fan and blasted htat on me. I sat there for another 30 minutes sparying my naked down with the spary bottle wehave for our cats to keep cool and for awhile every time i stopped for a second and got dry i reeled again and hurt hurt hurt. So, I started tapping to relaease pain and let it move through me and i tapped A LOT and afterward was ablet o make it to the bed, where i lay naled on top of the covers. Sean gave mea whole oxy and i lay very still and focusedon breathing until it started to work, then i slept. I woke up and felt okay. I still feel okay after coming down tot hte basement where it's cool. It was really good to find such solutions so I actually went to this site I never got to anymore to document it, so it's not forgotten. I don't need another pill so far, but i have them down here with me in case i do.

i don't desserve this

Feb 13, 2009 - 7 comments
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heaed ache

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hurts

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dizzy

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aloe



can hardly function. head hurts. eye hurts. hard to breathe. hurt to much to cough. day ruined. want to die. want morphine drip, wonder whst thats like. so tired, can't sleep. lke eye has heartbeat. i had plans dammit. make anniversary card, how will i do it in time? dollhouse on tonight, gotta enjoy it witjh him, like if buffy were new to us both. super depressed lately. closer to being able to shower on my own. got chair need hadn shower. took aloe and other stuff. drinknig water now.

The whole left of my head hurts.

Feb 02, 2009 - 0 comments
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Headache

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hurts

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pains

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face

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pain tracker

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head hurts



Ridiculous headache, worst at left eye. Whole left side of my face, head was just in pain. My shoulder was meeting my head involuntarily and my mouth was feeling like it had dropped, but I didn't check to see. I ate an avocado and had a bare breeze naked juice and slathered my face and neck, jaw, back of head with white flower, which helped a little bit. Took a clonopin and slept for two hours and felt better upon waking. Headache lasted from noon to 5.