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The hot weather

May 05, 2011 - 0 comments

I had an Icee and it made me want a cigarette.

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No dreams for more than 15 years

Mar 29, 2011 - 0 comments
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I have had dreams maybe 0-5 times a year for many years..I think I was 15 the last time I remember having dreams every night.  I also remember the last nightmare before my dreams stopped. Now I have been dreaming again.  I'm also less angry, and happier.  Cleaner emotions.  Now isn't that something.

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I still think about cigarettes

Mar 28, 2011 - 0 comments
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codependant

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friends

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breathing

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Exercise

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runners high

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fighting cravings

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nicotine



Off suckers now..onto regular gum.  But yes, I still think about cigarettes.  It's not a regular "craving", but I miss them.  I do.  It's what I used to do.  It was my habit, my friend, my comforter.  My head felt clear when I walked up that hill today though.  But that's the feeling that cigarettes gave me, only dirtier..Dirty-er?  Anyway..so if you are trying it's work..if u aren't a smoker and someone is trying to quit, it's not a game.  It's hard.  Maybe they shouldn't have started, but they did.  Be supportive, don't condemn.  It is hard to quit on your bestfriend, even when they don't love you like you love them.

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Nightmares, but well rested?

Mar 22, 2011 - 0 comments
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Well rested

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nightmare

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heavy

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sleep



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I didn't know what to put..I had a nightmare, but i slept so heavy it felt good.  I do feel well rested..lol

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