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Thursday, March 24, 2011 (1:45 PM)

Mar 24, 2011 - 0 comments
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Insomnia

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boyfriend

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birthdays

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insecure

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sleeping



So far I'm having a good day. I'm about to go to the hospital with my boyfriend. He has to go file for Charity Care. My dad's birthday was yesterday. That was fun, he got a little drunk, but, whatever. I got him a tackle box, I think he liked it. I know he likes to fish. Anyway, I was kind of insecure and upset for some reason last night. I kept thinking my boyfriend was going to leave me for no reason really. I don't know what that was about. I'll try to keep you up to date. By the way, I'm so sick of sleeping in late. I have to learn how to get on schedule, any suggestions?

Monday, March 21, 2011 (4:41 PM)

Mar 21, 2011 - 0 comments
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Life

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family

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Anxiety

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introduction

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Bipolar



So, this is my first journal entry. I'm new to this, so I'm not really sure what to write about. I guess I'll just rant about my life. If you don't like that, too bad. So, first off, I want to explain my life a little better, so you kind of know what I'm talking about. I'm 18, I still live with both my parents. My brother left his wife last year, so him and his three year old daughter has been living with us. That's been stressful, to say the least. Also, my boyfriend stays here all the time. My parents are pretty chill. My dad drinks a lot, and my mom just got over an addiction to Vicodin, so that's been hard. But I still love them. As for me, I'm not sure what's wrong with me, really. I've been diagonsed with social anxiety and a mood disorder, bipolar. I take Prozac 20mg right now. I just started, so we're still in the proccess of trying to get up to 40mg. I have to say, it's been good. I usually feel really withdrawn, not wanting to be around anyone, and just competely moody all the time. The Prozac really helps with that. I've noticed I've been a lot more talkative and friendly in the past three weeks since I started it. Still, a major problem I have is having to live with my brother and his daughter. She cries, a lot. For some reason, it really gets to my nerves. She's disrespectful and loud. It's just really been getting to me this past year. Hopefully they'll be leaving soon. Besides that, I get along with my parents fine. My boyfriend is my best friend, we get along great. I have a few close friends, but I don't go out much, so I don't see them that often, though we still talk online enough. Anyway, I guess this was just an introduction to my life, if anyone cares. I'll post new journals if anything interesting or worth writing about happens. Though I have to say, I live a very uneventful life, I may bore you.
-jiztracyhod