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Jun 17, 2011 - 0 comments
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tramadol

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Depression

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Sorry everyone I forgot to write in my journal, well two months free and clear, after the first two weeks of hell , I went into a really bad month of depression and NO energy, I couldnt even move and just stayed in my robe ate ate ate and ate and sever depression, , BUT Im finally out of my slump and even I havent even CRAVED tramadol, and theres been times when my side hurts so bad, my brother offered me a vicaden once and instead I took an 800 mlg idoprophlin or better known as advil, do you think tramadol with drawl caused my sever depression?  but i KNOW for sure i will never go thru those withdrawls again, it made me feel aweful.



50/50

Apr 13, 2011 - 0 comments
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Allergies

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sleeping

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Depression

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Crying



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TUESDAY MORNING exhausted 4-5 hours of sleep, some hot and chills  !
Wednesday ,   I SLEPTED ALL NIGHT , A LITTLE HOT AND CHILLS AND then SLEEPed THRU THE NIGHT I WAS READY TO CRASH, EXHAUSTED TODAY MY PUPPY and I also took AN HOUR NAP TOGETHER,


OK 85 PERCENT DONE WITH THE WITHDRAWL BUT PLEASE HELP ME IS DEPRESSION ALSO WITH THE WITHDRAWL? IM CRYING A LOT WHICH I NORMAL DONT DO? AND REALLY REALLY EXHASUTED AGAIN BUT NO CHILLS NOR SWEETS AND THANK GOD IM SLEEPING !

POSTING A PICTURE FROM MOMA OR MUSEUM OF MODERN ART IN NY, WENT IN APRIL ! I WILL SEND U A CANDY BAR IF YOU CAN NAME THIS ARTIST?









DO NOT TAKE TRAMADIL AT ALL

Did I write today?

Apr 11, 2011 - 0 comments
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today

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I write

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bowel

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TIRED

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Stomach

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support



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Slept last night for the fist time for five hours at least, this morning was ok, hot and chill flashes are diminisheing. Thank GOD, Today Im exhausted and tired and being very cranking and very ill to my stomach , my bowel movments smel like toxic metal, talk to a pharmist today and she said that is extremely NORMAL and to eat nothing but lite food bananas white rice ect, I FLIPPING HATE THIS AND I FEEL LIKE IM HALF WAY THRU OR MORE, NEVER AGAIN NEVER AGAIN I VOW.  The pharmist also told me to take melatonin with the benedryal tonight .  
Thank you for all your support sorry about the subject, but drug withdrawl; is not a pretty thng.

Estellla

Wow

Apr 10, 2011 - 0 comments
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tramadol



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For the last two hours I been able to not have chills OR hot flahes and ofcorse one is coming on right now as I type, My body is super tired from getting probably about six hours of sleep with the last two night, I took and ALEGERA for my allergies , we have a lot of pollen in northen cal  right now and im sneezin up a storm, My body is completely worn out and my poor puppy Nabau doesnt know what to do for his mommy, I just pray I can sleep tonight,!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I DONOT RECOMMEND TRAMADOL TO ANYONE AT ALL DO NOT TAKE IT AND FIND AN ALTERNATIVE and pass on the word