Dec 09, 2013
aww, f*ck, man, its late. its already late!!!! how did that happen? its like ten I think
hi medhelp how ru? I have to say it sounds like I am just full of excuses for why I don't go on the front ... and ... um the truth is all the reasons are VALID! I keep waiting for the right time to hop back in, it is like when you are waiting to get on the escalator and there is never the right step
OUCH! I tripped. and the stairs ate my pants cuz theyre all too long on me
omg Meegy you are so travelling for that one ... you like went Down the block, Around the corner, and Into the subway station--
what am I talking about? Idk. I honestly don't. forgive me. I have divoitus. wait I don't like that. divobroncho something oh forget it.
I missed the game with the Raptors ... I think that's who. cuz of Hedi and co. I am bummed
and now alls they talkin bout is like Kobe, who I really have very little love lost for. I mean. ya. that's all I have to say. I lag on the bee ball too. I am sorry. its just often the guys are too little on the screen I have to stand right next to tha tv and
ya ya. so many excuses, Meegy!
mm hm. that's what I thought.
oh gah SO hard getting going. I was really building up a major case of the sundays and then
idk. something happened. I think it was in print.
the news that is fit to print anyway
and then I was like WHOA! like that song with Sage the Gemini and um ... I was like ... like ... idk I felt sort of energized
and I get a dope outfit and like a Coat the one I got from goodwill
and went to SANTA monicky
it was good ... it was not cold and that was nice but I was hot cuz I had on like ten shirts and the Coat
first I was like Well I will find that bookstore and go and write. and I had carry my little laptop the one that is sort of sick but it works
and ... then im like Well I will walk on the pier.
on the way to the pier oh WAIT
I forgot to tell you like the freakin Santa Monica Public LIberry is SO DOPE! yah! I mean, it is like Homeless Central I ain kidding like EVERY homeless person this side of the Mason Dixon line is there. and that ... I mean I was a bit intimidate. but know what I could not give dollars to every one a them I ain Snoop Dogg and so I just
walked on by
ya like that
but firss like idk Medhelp is INSANE the way the SMPL tricked out like Dog! yes!!!!! its totally bumpin. I mean they got a Café and they got this Friends of the Liberry Bookstore that is like ... like ... like Vromans and then um ... they liberry open on Sunnay which is like UNRILS that's unRILS and um ... wow its so cool and like .... listen to this, check THIS spit out they got a HISTORY museum! yes! you heard me right! they got a MUSEUM!!!! it was close tho
wow I am like so shock like. wow I coulda spent my hole day here.
but I did not.
its a lot better than my liberry. my personal one and the public one here. Sigh
its four o clok in tha morning!
so ya I was on the way to the pier and like this CUTESS boy ok I admit he was a boy ... just lookin! and he was singing KURTYS song my fave song which is really leadbelly I think like 'My girl my girl ... where did you sleep las nite?' but check this medhelp he was sangin it in BOBBY D's voice! yeah! I ain joshin!
omg he sounded SO cute and like good he was good a good singer NOT so good on the gahee tar ... omg he kept screwing up and starting over it was so funi and sort of cute .... and I looked for money but I aint had nothing but two fives so no dice
I felt bad. he did some other song im sure it was Bobby D I think I mean I thought I knowed all his songs but I did not recognize this one. then I crossed the street
to tha ocean!
and then just walk half down the pier, and then down stairs to tha beach. wow it is warm for decembre. and . yes I do know ht spell that just too lazy to go back. um. um. what? what was I saying. um .... I lost it.
OH yeah so like I ran into this graveyard medhelp it was very odd. like a bunch of little crosses like alllllllllllllls over the beach. I am like dog what is UP? and then it turn out like The Peaceful Veterans of Santy Monicky and its like some organization or such? um. sad.
I felt sad. and then this big ol sign like um. iraquis killed since such and such date then I almost cry on the Poor people of Iraq and how Bad I feel about them and then of course how Hot is middle eastern guys and omg S and ....
yes you can tell my heart is in the right place. oh, hum
im in my pajamas.
the snowman ones.
I walk on the beach for like Ever ... and alllllllllllllls the way to lifeguard station something. I kept thinking how Chula would go walking like fifteen miles more and I was like "Meegy this is Your journey honey. Your journey." and then I saw the good witch, Glenda she was waving the magic wand and like ...
im freakin tire, man! I know I say that allls the time but. I red that divo article the other day like a lot of symptoms I have like um. you feel like theres a clear wall between you and the world, you feel slow, you feel tire even when you sleep good, etc.
and also I wanted you to know I always read the front first its just. I even click on ones I get drawn to its just lately like. well I don't want to say cuz maybe it just come out rong but I am trying. really I am
On Tha Text
wait oh and then I went home wait oh! I forgot I also made myself go Into a Store cuz I am like "meegy that's what ppl do in santy monicky' so I went in tha Apple Store which is GIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIINORMOUS here and like OH MY FREAKIN GAH it is insane crazy like SIK!
I love tha apple store. love it!
I left sadly.
omg, James Freakin Blake man! did I tell you!!! or what???? I rule.
so ya On Tha Text
...last nite ... guess who text me when I minding my own um so to speak business in bed at night???
NOPE one more guess
Ok who? want me to tell you????
KARA! My sponsor!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
she said she had been worried about me (I aint text her two days) and I about had a freakin hart attak ... really ??? you was worry? wow! I didn't think she had a pulse
that's mean aint it.
uhhh and Mitsue! she text me about how Hedi ax her why we like hiking! alls she want to do is shop! ha ha!!!! funny
I got to go thank god! right?/// I know, you sick of me. its ok. I get it.
also I call MM and Talk to her
that's dope huh
shes my old friend member mh?
I feel kind of weird now. its late, and I got a bunch of stuffs to do. but I did write some story a very little bit it is ok I think.
I don't like sundays. I want to shooo ooooo ooo ooo ooo oooo t the whole day down
oh ya Mondays oh whatever
whats bob Geldof doing these days. is he ok? hope so. im kind of worried about him.
ok well ... ima get going ... whoops ... I just sed that.
its just hard I mean! I don't like going to bed. I don't like it. I don't like transitions
sean penn say that to me like 'transitions are hard. some people don't like getting into the shower. or getting out of the shower.'
omg did I tell him this?
ok im really going to go now.
maybe I should smoke a cigarette on the balcony.
maybe I should listen to james blake.
maybe I should learn to play the guitar.
then I could teach that kid.