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TTC Journey

Jul 27, 2013 - 4 comments

yal this journey have been so hard and stressful. If the clomid doesnt work when I start again....I am done. I'm starting a juicing diet in August and maybe that will help me some. I don't really know. I know my faith is leaving though. It has been hard lately and I'm thinking my husband wants to give up. How can you keep the faith? All we want is a little one. I am stressed now and to my breaking point where I just cry and cry. I feel like a failure for some reason.

Starting over

Jul 10, 2013 - 0 comments

Well I will be starting my ttc journey over again. Cycle came but just had problems with clotting alot. This month I receieved samples of pre-seed and only will be using it. Wont start clomid again until Sept if not pregnant by then. Hopefully things will get better over time.

Sooo Depressed ;((

Jun 25, 2013 - 7 comments

So depressed right now. Everyone is prego besides me. Everybody on my Fb,Instragram,around me is prego with their 3rd n 4th child. I cant even have one. Smh what about me. I have tried so hard and long. What to do? Y is this is hard? Feel like I just want to break down.

100 th journal. lol!!

Jun 24, 2013 - 2 comments

Well this is my 100th journal. It's not to write about myself or whats going on. I want my 100 th joural to be a shoutout to everyone whose been by my side since day one. To the people who have given my advice and tried to lift me up as I needed it.  I love my internet family!